Whispers of serendipity(Pablo Gavi)

13|realization

☆NARCISA☆

While looking in his eyes whole world stopped,his arms holding me,i have goosebumps every time he touches my body,nothing was important in that moment,i maybe did broke my ankle but I was looking in his beautiful brown eyes
None of us wanted to look away,that was good,because i'm drowning in his brown eyes,I have brown eyes too,but his,his are something else,something more magical,something gorgeous

That magical moment didn't last long,hard wind came from somewhere and that made me flinch

"You're cold,come one" he said and started walking to the car,his eyes were looking straight to his car while I was still admiring his beautiful face

He put me on passenger seat and then I came to reality,I don't even like love,ew

He sat at the driver's seat and started driving to my,technically,Pedri's house

While he was driving I was looking through the window,there's one thought in my mind for a while,I'm getting to know Pablo better and better everyday,he's almost perfect in my eyes,so what happend beetwen him and his ex?

I want to know that for a while,who can be that crazy to broke up with him,I'm more crazy because I'm in fake relationship with him,but,I'm curious

"Pablo,can I ask you a question,I'm kinda curious for a long time now"i looked at him and he was kinda scared what I'm going to ask

Maybe he thinks that I'm going to ask me does he love or something like that

"Yes of course"

"What happend beetwen you and your ex?" his face softened once he heard the question

"Nothing,I just found out she's not for me and that's all" I could tell that that's not all,I'm curious girl I have to know

"That's not all,I can see that" he stopped the car in front of my house and turned to me

"If we're going to play this whole game we should know something about each other,you know that?" I said looking back at him

"She was using me for my fame and money,she was kinda toxic,cheated on me probably few times and lot of more" it's like he just described what happend to me

"What happend to you and your ex?"

"Almost same as you,he cheated on probably a lot lot times,was pretty toxic,he even wanted to hit me few times,made me drink and smoke,used me,not for fame,for something else"

*PABLO*

She looked away once she said he used her for something else

"Don't say me he used you for..."

"Yeah,for my body..."

This time I looked away,there was some anger in me which I never had before,I wanted to kill that man for doing all this to her

I looked at her,she was trying so hard not to cry,you can't see it on her face,just a thought of what she went through make me feel angry and sad

How he could do this to her?She's beautiful,kind,have one of the most beautiful smiles ever,and he used her for her body,yes her body is perfect,but using her for it,come on you have to be crazy

"Did you love him?" Pablo your stupid why would you ask her that

"In some way yes,but in some way not,sometimes he would be good to me you know and when he would I was feeling like he actually loved me too,but as day were passing I realized there's not even a little love in me for him,I tried to break up with him few times,but whenever I tried he would do something stupid,and that's why I don't believe in love anymore,I feel like every man is same as him,when you have good body that's all they want,they don't want your love,they want something else from you" now few tears came out of her gorgeous brown eyes

That's not true,I also want her but not for her body,I'm not asshole,I want her because she's beautiful,kind and she's just perfect

Did I just admit that I have feelings for her?

Yes I did

"Did you love her,you know,your ex?"

"I don't know,in some ways not in some ways I did,she hurted me a lot"

She didn't actually but I can't tell her how she wanted to admit suicide if I break up with her

Suddenly she started crying,I looked at her and wrap my arms around her so she leaned her head on my chest

Rubbing her back she cried in my chest for good 5 minutes

"Cry,let that out,don't hold it"

☆NARCISA☆

I woke up around 11am,still in my dress from last night,I probably fell asleep in Pablo's car last night while crying in his chest

I started rembering our talk from last night,and that's when I realized

I'm in love with Pablo

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chapter 13