Whispers of serendipity(Pablo Gavi)

18|forgiveness

*PABLO*

After my fight with Narcisa and after she ran upstairs I stayed there waiting for Pedri so I can go home as fast as I can

I wanted to ran after Narcisa but I know she would kick my ass and Lily would start asking questions about what happend and I really can find some lie

When Pedri came I ate some of food and drove back to my house

Sitting in my bedroom I wanted to kick something for making Narcisa cry,I know that that hurts her actually I don't even know how much that hurts because we never talked about that,of course,this all is fake and we never talk about some other things which aren't when is my next match,when do we have to be in a city,when is there some event,when we have to post something about each other

I'm getting sick of this,not knowing anything about her,not knowing her favourite color,her favorite food,her favorite movie,song,what she likes,what she doesn't like

I don't know anything

And it's killing me

It's killing me that whole this is fucking fake

I want this whole thing to be real

But that's impossible because she does not believe in love and after what everything happend with her ex

I'm still disgust every day after when rembere want she told me about him that one night

Tomorrow at training I was just thinking about narcisa,when I came to pick up Pedri she wasn't there

I'm walking around Barcelona at night,not the best idea but I have to clear my mind a little knowing that I have to talk with Narcisa before the match against Real

Suddenly I heard someone yelling 'let me go' but that wasn't just someone,it was a voice of the most beautiful girl ever

She was standing there,some creepy man holding a knife on her neck,Lily next to them not daring to move

Something wanted to explode in me when I saw that Narcisa is few steps of being killed

I have to do something,so I kicked the creepy man with some rock which made him pass out on the ground,once her eyes met mine,she jumped over the creepy man and wrapped her arms around me

I felt like I have whole world in my arms and immediately started feeling better,her hair smelled like coconut and I liked it,I really did,she started sobbing and then looked at my eyes

"Thank you Pablo"

I smiled and moved some of her hair behinde her ear

"Everything for you florecita"

☆NARCISA ☆

After long and traumatizing night,it was finally morning

Pablo walked us home and I was too scared and tired to stop him and to start protest because in a back of my mind I was still angry at him about what happend,and I'm still angry honestly,but after what happened last night I know that I'm ready to forgive him

I also have in mind to sit somewhere with him and to tell him my side of a story so he knows that he shouldn't say something like that ever again

I started getting ready together with Lily,tomorrow is her last day her and we're happy that we're going together in Madrid

"Tonto,we're ready" I said as we walked down the stairs,in living room Pedri was sitting scrolling throught his phone all ready for the match but on an other side of couch was sitting Pablo

"Oh,hi Pablito" I walked to him and kissed his cheek because Lily is here

"Didn't knew you were here"

"I just got here florecita,I came to pick you up" he smiled and I smiled back looking at Pedri who was trying  his best to keep his face straight and not to tell anything

"Okay so we can go now,Lily you can come with me,let lovebugs be together"

"Good idea Pedri,I don't want to get infected with their love"

"Me too,me too" pedri chuckled before letting me and Pablo walk out of the house first

When we got in a car I sighed and turned my head to Pablo who was already looking at me

My eyes filled with tears when reality hitted me

I wanted to cry so much in this moment but I have make up on my face and don't really want to put it on again

I sighed and looked throught the window trying to get my tears away from my eyes but I couldn't

"Look Narcisa,I'm very very sorry about what I said,I know I know,I only heard Pedri's side of the story,I haven't heard yours and I know that yours side is much worse than Pedri's and I know I shouldn't have said that and I just can't imagine through what you went and through what are you going on right now"

I turned my head back to him and he wiped away few tears that were on my cheeks,I was looking direct at his eyes

"It's okay Pablo,it's okay,but please don't say that ever again even when you get a chance to hear my side,don't ever say that again,please"

"I won't I promise,now we gotta go,otherwise whole squad will go without us"

He looked back at a road in front of us and started driving to the place where we all should meet
But I didn't move,I stayed like that looking at him not even blinking,even tho his eyes were focused on the road my were focused on his

I love his eyes

I lo-like him

✽❁✽

chapter 18