The boy behind the god words.

The eye contact of us.

Gwen's pov 📍

The day finally come, I need to perform by myself on the crowd.

Being a performer is not that easy lalo na hindi ko naman hobby ang mga pakikipag socialize.

I hate crowded places, I hate noisy places, pero kailangan ko tong gawin isa to sa kontrata namin dati.

Kahit na ayaw ko, pinag handaan ko parin to because I know our company will watch me.

Even tho na prepressure ako sakanila what can I do?I need to make them proud anyways.

Someone's knocking.

Mikha: Gwen? are you ready na ba?

Mikha: andito lang kami gwen

Mikha: you can always back up gweny

Gwen: no miks okay lang kakayanin ko

I said codly, while opening the door.

Mikha: pero diba ayaw mo ng ganto dati pa?

Mikha: you can back up gwen sarili mo naman muna

Gwen: I said im okay, mas lalo lang lalaki yung problema pag hindi ko ginawa yung na sa kontrata.

Gwen: you know their expectations

Colet: pero pano ka? kakayanin mo ba?

Gwen: ofcourse

Mikha: okay kung may nararamdaman ka man or something tawagin mo lang kami mag ready kana we will wait for you to the lobby.

Gwen nodded.

I'm scared, hindi ko pa kaya pagod pa ko

Pero ano bang magagawa ko?

Once I back up, im a big fucking failure.

I stood up to get ready, naligo nako at nag bihis para mabilis ako makapag rehearsal kahit papano.

After listening to the music I'm performing later, bigla akong kinabahan expected na to.

Lumabas nako ng room ko, para maka punta sa lobby because all of them was there.

Aiah: gwen tara na?

Gwen: manonood ka?

Sheena: yes il watch you.

Gwen nodded.

Sumakay na kami sa car, para maka punta na sa event place.

While we are on the car, my hearts beating fast kinakabahan ako.

Sheena: bebe you can do this

Sheena: kaya mo okay?

Sheena: andito kami

She said while holding my hand.

Gwen: paano pag I failed again?

Gwen: sino na ang mag mamahal sakin?

Sheena: shh don't think about that

Sheena: I know and we all know na ayaw mo to, pero we know gagawin mo best mo

She said while patting my head.

Naka rating na kami sa event place.

I didn't expect na gelo and his teammates we're watching.

Maloi: kaya mo Gwen, kaya mo

She said to me, while I'm looking at gelo.

I nodded.

🎤: EVERYONE HERE'S WHAT WE'RE WAITING FOR LET'S ALL WELCOME GWEN APULI!

👤: GWEN GWEN GWEN!

all of them was shouting while I'm stepping the stairs.

I'm scared will I get thru this god?

I looked uo once before entering the stage,I looked up to them and they smile as their response.

I'm standing on the stage already, my heart is beating so fast I don't know why.

SHEENA POV 📍

I'm watching from the front, and I know that she's panicking.

I know her well the way she moves.

I looked up to her eyes, and our eyes met.

Sheena looked up to me, our eyes met.

The power of her eyes got me calming so much.

I started singing after that eye contact,

As long she's on my back I'm okay.

Everyone was shouting while litening to Gwen, and I'm starting to enjoy even tho I hate this.

My friends was looking at me, and smiling so bad, I know they are proud.

Gwen: hi everyone this is my first time performing

Gwen: and I'm new at this it's my first performance without my members.

Gwen: I'm just here to remind you na whenever feels heavy just pray and god is always on your side.

I said before leaving the stage.

Once I stepped on the backstage, my friends was running on me and gave me a big hug.

Jhoana: Gwen!!! nagawa mo I'm so proud of you!!!

Stacy: nagawa ng gwen namin!!!

Maloi: we love you gwen!!

Colet&mikha: nagawa mo we're so proud of you.

Sheena: bebe there's someone who's looking for you

Gwen: huh sino-

Gwen: gelo?

Gelo: we're here to congratulate you buti kaya mo

Mikha: we've got to go mag papahinga pa sya

Mikha said while grabbing my hand.