I woke up and already want to go to sleep again. I hate my life so much. I took my phone immediately and saw a text from my boyfriend, my best friend and some more from my friends. „Why is everybody texting me?" I hate to text so much after waking up. My bf texted me „Good morning". „Really? UHG why is he texting so cold what did I do again?" I texted him back „Good morning, why are you mad?" He texted back immediately „You don't remember? Yesterday I told you to text me when you go to sleep and if you go out and you didn't text me anything!" He can't be serious... I didn't even read that text from him! Well I didn't answer him after that and he got super mad and texted me non stop. I texted my best friend back and answered all my other friends. „Finally finished". I signed. I directly went on TikTok only to see that my boyfriend posted a video. In that video he said „I looked at my girlfriend and signed..." I was shocked and started crying. „Why am I crying?" My life was basted on other people. What they think about me, how I look in front of them, how much they liked me and so on. I was so insecure that I needed my bf to tell me that I was beautiful. So I clicked at his message and read it. „If you want me to delete that video come over right now!" I had no choice it would ruin my popularity. So I got ready but when I say my self in the mirror I started crying „why am I so fat..?" (I wasn't) After 5 minutes of crying I walked to his house. I didn't know what he wanted from me but he deleted that video. So I was relieved. I rang the bell and he immediately opened the door and said „Let's go to my room." He was mad I could hear it. When he closed the door he started hitting me saying „WHY DIDN'T YOU ANSWER MY TEXTS BEFORE THAT VIDEO?! YOUR SO UGLY AND I AM STILL YOUR BOYFRIEND SO NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!" The last kick hit me right in the stomach and I cought so hard. He just looked at me with disgust and I was laying there on the ground. I didn't know what to do so I just answered him saying „Yes, I understand". He then said great now let's watch a movie. I wanted to break up so bad but I knew that he would not let me do that. As we were watching the movie he apologized for hitting me and said that I was the prettiest girl. The insecurity didn't go away but after I went home I knew that I need to change me life.
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The girl with 100 problems
RandomA girl that looks perfect has so many problems and really struggles in life. She doesn't know what to do anymore... but then she tries to change everything to fix all the 100 problems. Her name is Lara and she is 15 years old. She has a bf and many...
