dear ashton,
its been a month.
and you havent came back.
police say they havent found your body.
so youre alive.
why dont you atleast give me a sign that youre here?
i need you
your touch
your love
i went to the doctors last week.
they say i have been suffering with depression and schizophrenic again.
i have to take these stupid pills.
but you were my pills.
you made me happy.
please forget what i said that night ashton.
i know you didnt love me.
i didnt you give enough action.
but we didnt need sex to show our love to each other
all we needed was each other.
-west
