♪ Lander Oneshots! 𐙚

FLUFF | Alexzander 🎹

> GENRE:: Fluff

> SONG:: Alexander by Maty Noyes

ᯓᡣ𐭩ᯓᡣ𐭩ᯓᡣ𐭩ᯓᡣ𐭩ᯓᡣ𐭩ᯓᡣ𐭩

♪⁠～ " Alexander, so beautiful
But how could I just give it all away for you? " ～♪⁠

His dark mauve, violet bangs fell on his pale forehead and casted a shadow over his glimmering, periwinkle eyes. The faint scent of lavender lingered, it was strangely comforting. A classical, soft tune played as the pianist pressed the cold, ivory keys.

His every little move made my stomach twist, everything about him amused me. Everytime I look at him, there's a sudden tightness in my throat that I swallow down.

I tried to divert my attention away from him, but alas, it was no use. My thoughts kept drifting back to him, to the way his fingers danced over the keys of the piano, the way his shining eyes reminded me of the winter breeze, to the way the his coral pink, bow-shaped lips slightly curved, plastering a smile on his pale face.

I often find myself in a situation where I'm laying in bed, restless, as my head filled with thoughts. I ask myself; "What's so special about him anyway?" Everyone sees him as a stubborn, arrogant loner whose mood was as uncertain as the sea and whose temper was always out of the place. But to me, I see more to him than just his flaws. I know that most people won't agree with me, but I see him as an angel straight from a dream. Though I do have to agree, his moods are unpredictable, but I have grown used to it.

I couldn't help but admire him and I also couldn't help but ask, "Why do I feel this way when I'm around him?" Is it a matter of friendship? Then again, I've never felt this way towards my other peers. It amazes me how this man makes me find myself seeing my surroundings unusually.

I recall the time when I was younger, laying my head on my grandmother's lap. As she said; "Love is sweet, but it isn't easy, Luke. You could even feel sick at times because of love." I knew that I couldn't give it all for him, especially since I'm only another ordinary boy, his childhood best friend.

It felt like I was falling fast but I was not anticipating the fall. It's almost as if I'm controlling a submarine without any prior experience, nor knowledge on what lurks in the deep ocean, and inevitably, I'm sinking.

How can I move on if I don't tell him how I feel? It's a risk because I don't know if this will ruin my current friendship with him or take a chance on something better. I'm happy that I met someone like him, but sometimes it breaks my heart just to know him.

My unrequited feelings for him will continue to kept behind the mask of our friendship, as I am afraid that if I spoke the words aloud, the delicate balance of our relationship would shatter like glass.

I couldn't help but hope that one day, the music would change, and that Alexzander would see me not just as a friend, but as something more.

ᯓᡣ𐭩ᯓᡣ𐭩ᯓᡣ𐭩ᯓᡣ𐭩ᯓᡣ𐭩ᯓᡣ𐭩

A/N:
My motivation randomly came back and now we have a new oneshot B)
This song reminds me of them lol

Off-topic but I watched the new spin-off ep 2 and I loved it sm (especially Luke and Zander's 30 seconds of screen time 😍)

anyway, hope you enjoyed this one! have a great day :D!