The Spirit Of Hillie High

Tears

Me, Henry and wille are getting ready in the mirror. I'm wearing the black crop top with black glitter pants outfit the one Wilhelm got me 5 pairs off. The boys just wear polos and jeans . We get into the car and drive to the party. Wilhelm puts his hand on my leg and rubs it. I look at him and he looks at me and smiles. I look back at Henry and he looks sad please let him be happy.

Nelly POV

Everybody is leaving as I'm still here at the school,  I told ludvig that we needed to talk. I'm sitting in his office relaxing and looking around. I hear the door open and he comes in , he looks super stressed.

" are you okay ?" I ask

" no I'm not " he said he sits in his chair with his head back. I want to help him . I go over and straddle him, I kiss him deeply and go to his neck. His hands are on my ass grabbing them, I grind my hips on him as I feel him hard against me.

" nelly we need to stop.. I'm getting to into it" he says breathing heavy

" let me take care of you" I say and I go down to my knees and I rub him through his pants.

" nelly.. I want to stop you so bad but i don't", he says moaning

" ludvig.. let me take care of you " I say

I ended up doing that and then he had me on his desk on my back fucking me. We waited so long to do this and omg... when I tell you having sex with a older man is so much better then anything. I was going to break it off with ludvig but the way he made me feel tonight was amazing.

Henry POV

We arrive to the party and I'm ready to drink. I need it as I'm feeling so lonely. We finally get to the party and I'm drinking..Wilhelm goes upstairs and Simon comes with me. I could tell Simon is off tonight. I know he's feeling the pressure of being a secrete. I hated it, its the worst feeling. Me and Simon take some shots , we go to the dance floor and start dancing.  Simon let's me dance on him,  i have my back to him and hes holding my hips and we are swaying side to side. I see Walter watching me. He's looking me up and down. I rub my hands on my body as I look at him,  he moves in his seat.  I turn toward Simon.

" I'm going to do something bad tonight" I day

" like what Henry" he says

" I'm going to fuck Walter.. I'm horny and I can see he is" I say

" well I can't stop you but is it worth it" he said

" for tonight yes... please don't judge me" I say slurring

" henry  I'm not judging you just be careful " he says

" okay ..ill be back later" I say

Simon nods and I go toward him but I turn and go toward this hallway, I know he's going to follow me...I get to the end of hallway and all of a sudden I'm pushed on the wall.

" that's not very nice Henry " Walter says as he had his body on mine and his hands are on my hips. His face is close to mine,  I feel him go to my neck and kiss me softly . I moan and he pulls away. 

" don't you want this Walter" I say   rubbing my body .. going down to my hard on and rubbing myself. " you been begging for it" I say looking at him

" Henry not like this " he says " you just want to fuck and I can't.." he says . I look at him wild and I feel this anger in me raise

" are you fucking kidding me Walter??!!! Now you wanna be all good guy and not wanna fuck! Thats all you wanted from me... you would love to fuck me but anything else was hard and so complicating. I fucking loved you Walter and you fucking hurt me so much!!! I was willing to give you myself one more time but fuck this.. " I yell and I walk away , I feel tears going down my face and I go into this private room  and I sit on the bed crying. I need to be strong and brave .. had a moment of weakness. I go back on the dance floor, Simon is dancing and I see Wilhelm  watching Simon. I go back on the dancefloor and dance with Simon. Im happy I didn't sleep with Walter.. I realized that would have been a mistake. We finally go up into the VIP section and I have Simon sit beside me.