Lies We Tell

Ch 4

I sat at the piano in the studio in the dark. This is how I come up with lyrics, I sit here and all emotions come out of me. people thinks it weird but fuck what people think of me. I took a hit of my blunt and placed it in the ashtray. When I saw the lights was turned back on when I saw who it was I rolled my eyes.

Trevor : well well if it aint envoi

Enovi: if its isn't Trevor brown ladies and gentleman

Trevor : girl stand up and give me a hug ...how you been

Enovi: Im still on the charts so I guess im doing good. What about you

Trevor: Oh why because im a father now

Enovi: Yeah that shit was critical but I told you about that shit.

Trevor: I don't even remember having sex with her probably I was you know

Envoi: No what

Trevor : so I see you still doing them

Enovi: doing what

Trevor : Enovi that shit is dangerous, you know when I was in rehab , I met a woman and she was on that. Shes was a aspiring dancer and her addiction brought her to start selling her body for her next hit

Enovi: good thing I got a bank account

Trevor : So I guess you haven't talked to him

Enovi: talked to who

Trevor : Rickey

Envoi: goodbye

Trevor : so I guessed right

Envoi: goodbye

Trevor : so I see the same ol stubborn vonie

Enovi: You are interrupting my writing process

Trevor : maybe I can help

He reached out for my notebook and I pushed him down to the ground. no one and I mean no one can touch my notebook. I tell it everything and it's the only thing in the world that understands.

Trevor : Okay voni I have to go

Envoi: goodbye

I looked down at notebook and placed it on the piano. I opened the page to my song I was writing. the notes were coming on the keys faster than I can write them .

Enovi: I can tell that you like me, but it's all for the chase

I'm too into myself, I need space

Though you want more, I'm not ready to open that door,

I just want you to drop your pants to the floor

Cause I'm a little scared of commitment, but tonight I'm committed to your body

[Chorus:]

Cause I just wanna fuck and not fall in love

I'm over all the pain that love can bring

Tonight I want sex that doesn't mean a thing

That don't make me no slut, a woman has her needs

So don't you go catching feelings for me

Tonight I want sex that doesn't mean a thing

I smiled in satisfaction when I heard the voices in my head. My head began to sweat and my hands began to sweat. I put my head in my lap and when I looked up I was in my old bedroom. I saw it was a little girl that was wearing a yellow dress with daisies on it. I smiled because she was holding a brush singing some xcsape in the mirror. But her performance was cut short because she looked down and she saw blood she began to scream and hit her head on the mirror. When I reached out to her she went away and I was back in the studio .i shook my head and reached into my pocket. I grabbed two pills and put them on my tongue. I smiled in satisfaction as the pills traveled down my throat.