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Trevor : ( hands a tissue ) go head vonnie im not leaving

Envoi: He pushed his pensis in my mouth. He forced me to give him oral sex. Then he came on me and slapped me on the bed. He ripped my dress and pushed open my legs. Since I was little I didn't know anything about sex so he placed Vaseline and pushed his way into me. I remember while he was on top of me I just began to pray to god. But he didn't do anything. All these years I have been coping with that, the drugs gave me a gateway.

Trevor : Oh my god

Envoi: It was my fault I know it was

Trevor : NO! hes a bastard and a monster. He should of never took advantage of you like that. You was a little girl , hes going to go hell for that.

Envoi: Having that secret on my back was hell. I always went to sleep wishing that I would die in my sleep. I wished that god would take me from the hell I was experiencing. You know that he raped me continuously until I was at the age of thirteen. He only stopped because I got my period so he said our fun "playdates have to be over" but I will always be his little girlfriend.

Trevor : Envoi

Envoi pov : I sat there quiet because a weight was off my shoulders. Trevor took my hand and walk to the mirror. I couldn't look at up at myself I never could. He used his pinky to move my chin up and I closed my eyes. I cant look

Trevor : you see what I see

I shook my head

Trevor: I see a woman that has been hurt but she doesn't let it dictate her life. I see a beautiful woman that will make a fantastic mother in the future. I see a woman that was taken advantage of but got stronger. I see a star I see a sun and I see a goddess. Envoi your beautiful inside and out. You was not built to break

Envoi: I love you trevor

Trevor: I love you too ( hug)

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