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ARIZONAS POV

She was legitimately going to be the death of me. For starters, I don't even know if this girl is gay. Or bisexual. Or whatever. Last night she was crying about the male fiance that she left and now she's inviting me into her bed again. But here I am, crawling in next to her. I laid down next to her and I grabbed her hips and pulled her into me. Her back was to my front and she was on her phone, but put it down the second I touched her. 

"Missed me?" she chuckled.

"I missed having company," I said, using her phrase from the morning before. 

"Yeah me too," she said. She put her arm over mine as I spooned her and nuzzled into her hair. Her hair smelled like daisies and lillies. Her body smelled like lavender and her hair was so soft. She was perfect. I looked over her shoulder and she was asleep. I mean she did have a long day. I looked at her as her chest moved up and down slowly, her hand still on top of mine. 


AMELIAS POV

I opened my eyes and felt someone on me. Arizona. She had her head on my chest and her arm was on my stomach. Her arm was under my shirt, touching my skin directly. I'd be lying if I said I didn't like it. I was internally kicking myself because I had to get up. 

"Hey," I said softly and rubbed her back.

"Mhm what," Arizona said softly and pulled me closer to her. 

"I have to go to work," I said, and almost like that she remembered we were just two girls sharing a room in my brother's house. She let go of me and opened her eyes. 

"Yeah sorry," she said and got up and walked into the bathroom. It was confusing. I was confused. Well, that was a bad way of putting it. I am bisexual, I'm not confused in that sense, but I'm confused on what's going on here. Do I like her? Am I lonely? Is she lonely? She just got divorced from Callie Torres less than a year ago. I just got up and got ready for work and walked downstairs. I made myself a cup of coffee and Derek walked into the kitchen.

"Hey, you're up," he said. 

"Don't want to be late," I shrugged. 

"You alright?" he asked. 

"Yes, just tired," I nodded.

"Well you've got a busy day ahead of you kiddo," he chuckled, "Are you liking the hospital?"

"Yeah its good," I said and sipped my coffee. 

"You're like trying to talk to a moody teenager," he said, and with that I laughed.

ARIZONAS POV

I am falling for her. I am so falling for her. Who am I kidding, I've already fallen. I was sitting at lunch and Maggie came down and sat next to me. 

"What are you doing tonight?" Maggie asked.

"Hoping to get off shift on time," I joked. 

"Fair, anyway Lexie, Amelia, and I are going to Joe's after work, you should come," Maggie said.

"Okay," I shrugged, "Sounds good." Great, now I'm going to a bar with her. 

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I walked into Joe's and I saw the three of them up against the bar. Amelia looked incredible. She was wearing jeans and a sweater, but she was attractive. I internally sighed and walked over to them. 

"Oh hey you're here," Amelia smiled.

"Heard you'd be here so," I said, and I could tell my comment made her feel something. Her face turned a darker shade of red and she smiled. 

"I have drinks!" Maggie said, breaking us out of our gaze. Fuck. 

"Thanks," Lexie said as she walked up to us. I hope neither of them heard my comment or that would be awkward. I noticed Amelia wasn't drinking so maybe she was on call.

AMELIAS POV

Arizona made me feel something. I don't know what it was, but it was something. And that something was annoying. I excused myself and walked to the bathroom. I don't even like bars because I'm a recovering alcoholic but I said yes because Maggie and Lexie are nice, and of course I said yes because Arizona would be there. I used the bathroom and then washed my hands. I looked in the mirror and I looked visibly stressed. I was stressed. She made me feel things I've never felt before - and I haven't even kissed her. I pulled my hair into a high ponytail and let it fall down my back again, trying to get some cold air to calm down. I was annoyed, frustrated, and so goddamn tired. 

The door suddenly opened and my favorite blonde cause my eyes. 

"You okay?" Arizona asked. 

"Yeah sorry I just needed a minute," I said. 

"Oh I'm sorry I can go," Arizona said. 

"It's fine," I said. I washed my hands again and noticed her gaze never left me in the mirror. I turned around and looked at her.

"What?" Arizona chuckled.

"I don't know," I said.

"You're going to stare at me like that and then say I dont know?" Arizona said. 

"Stare at you like what?" I said. 

"Like you want to kiss me," Arizona said. 

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