It all starts 3 years ago... I just started high school and you know as every teenagers things were going down in my mind. It was near my 13 anniversary when this idea came to me. It was like a cancer growing, the more it grew the more it killed me.
To truly understand you got to know i grew up thinking i was unique, thinking one day i'll be important. Waiting every night for this little boy to rescue me from this boring reality.
So yea, i received the idea like a bitch slap, if you know what i mean. This idea that i was nothing. One in millions... I was normal. It was like an endless scream in my head going on and on.
"YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL
YOU ARE NOT UNIQUE
THERE IS NO LETTER,
NO WIZARD,
NO JEDI,
NO TIME LORD,
NO LITTLE BOY FROM A MAGICAL LAND THAT WILL SAVE YOU FROM REALITY
YOU ARE NOT DESTIN TO SAVE A FANTASTIC WORLD
YOU ARE NOT THE ONE OF A KIND NOR THE LAST
YOU DON'T HAVE HIDDEN SUPER POWERS
YOU DON'T BELONG IN ANY PARRALELLE UNIVERSE
YOU ARE THE SAME SHIT AS EVERYONE ELSE
YOU ARE BORN AND YOU WILL DIE!"
At first i tried to ignore it but then it was just to much so i gave up. And suddently there was this whole part gone. I was empty and i felt stupid to have waste my time dreaming.
This is the idea. This is my cancer.
YOU ARE READING
Oblivion
Teen FictionOblivion : n. The state of being completely forgotten. You want an advices to keep an healthy mind? Don't (Ever) try to understand the meaning of life. EVER. I'm a freak who f*cked up her mind with stupids ideas that destroyed everythings. Now i'm...
