Chapter 25

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I am still in my depressed state. And it doesn't help when I'm watching the T.V Ed comes on. 

"Everyone welcome Ed Sheeran.'' The interviewer 

Ed walks out looking hot as ever and sits down. He doesn't look happy. I turn the T.V off and start to cry. I see a call form Sammy. 

"Hello'' i answer 

"Hey.'' She say sounding happy

"Wha'ts up?'' I ask. 

"Joesph just meant Liam and Danielle he likes them!'' she screams

I stop crying at the good news '' That's great.'' 

when she speaks next she sound like she is crying "Yeah and they want me to be the gaurdian''' their tears of joy. 

"That's great.'' I say 

We talk for a while then hang up. I decide to turn on the radio. 

"Next up ladies and gentlemen.'' The radio guy says "Is Ed Sheeran, You Need Me and I Don't Need You.'' 

The song starts 'Now I'm in town, break it down, thinking of making a new sound,'' 

I can't stand to listen any longer.I start to sob again so I turn the radio off and fall to the floor in the sitting position sobbing. Then I hear a tap on the window. I look to see rocks being thrown at it. I go to open it up, wiping away my tears, and to see who it is. Ed Sheeran is out there with a guitar. 

He smiles when he see me. I wipe the tears from my eyes. 

With out a word he start to play his guitar, so beautiful. Then he sings in that amazing voice that I have always loved.

Your hand fits in mine

Like it's made just for me

But bear this in mind

It was meant to be

And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks

And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved

The crinkles by your eyes

When you smile

You've never loved

Your stomach or your thighs,

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine

But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if I do

It's you

Oh, it's you they add up to

I'm in love with you

And all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea

And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep

And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep

Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved

The sound of your voice on tape

You never want

To know how much you weigh

You still have to squeeze into your jeans

But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if it's true

It's you,

It's you they add up to

I'm in love with you

And all these little things

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you

You'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to.

If I let you know I'm here for you

Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh.

And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth

'Cause it's you,

Oh, it's you,

It's you they add up to

And I'm in love with you

And all these little things

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if it's true

It's you,

It's you they add up to

I'm in love with you

And all your little things

I start to cry tears of joy, this is song is just so prefect. I run down to see him. When I get down the stairs I run and kiss him. He swings his guitar over his back and picks me up and spins me around as we hug then kiss again. The kiss feels electrifying. 

When we pull apart I say crying "I'm so sorry. I acted like a bitch to you the truth is I was scared but with out you my life doesn't feel complete. I'm not whole when your gone.'' 

He touches my face gently "It's okay your were scared. I just thought I can't live with out you. I had to get you back. Your were scared and I said awful things to you and I am so terribly sorry.'' 

I cry even more "But I had no right to get mad.'' I was about to say more but he cuts me off with a kiss. 

When we pull apart he say "I love you.'' 

"I love you more.'' i tell him,  I do, I'm not scared anymore.

 He looks me in the eyes, his eyes full off love touches my face wipes a tear away with a thumb and says in a hushed whisper "Impossible.''.

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