To Love

Chapter 9 (Trevor)

A million thoughts are currently racing through my mind. He wants me. I want him. God, do I want him. But I can't help but feel a sickly feeling deep in my gut. He says it won't work, but then he pulls me into this situation. He's so confusing, but I can't help but still be mesmerised by him.

He takes my hand, causing me to take the lead, which I happily do. We continue our fit of passion in a similar manner.

"Have you got a rubber?" I ask him, leaning into his ear. He shivers under me.

"Yeah, bedside table."

I grab it and put it on swiftly. After I insert a few fingers to make sure he's ready, I enter. I let out a low groan and curse under my breath. He must enjoy it, too, because he grabs my short hair and makes a sound I can only assume is caused by an overwhelming pleasure. We move in unison as the sounds of our activities fill the room.

"Trevor...I...fuck!" Before he can finish saying what he was going to say, I apparently hit a spot he especially favoured.

"Y-yeah, love?" I smile as I continue to thrust into him.

His piece of his hair has fallen out of line on his sweating face. I look him in the eyes and tuck it back behind his ear. All he does is stare me down, his eyes filled with lust.

"Go until you can't anymore. Go until I can't think. Please..." He continues to look up at me between moans. I crack a grin and tuck my head in the crook of his neck, leaving a few marks here and there.

The first time we shagged, it was hot. But it wasn't this hot. There was no passion behind it the first time, no emotion. Just plain old sex. But this is different. Right here and right now, all I can focus on is him and his beauty.

After a while longer, he grips onto my back, digging his nails into my skin. He lets out a final groan and finishes, me following suit a few moments after. We both start to regain our breaths, panting heavily on top of each other. After a few minutes, Benjamin whispers in my ear. He says something that gets me on again. "I'm not done yet, Trev. You aren't either, right?"

And with that, we continue the night together, going again and again, until all my brain can envision is him.