Lucys POV

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I don't know what to do Tim left and know I'm here with his baby of course I'm going to keep it I'm not a monster but it's hard on me I know Angela and Nyla said to call them if I needed anything but I don't want to constantly bother them a part of me feels like the don't like me I don't know why but sometimes I do but now I have set up all these appointments and everything but I guess it won't hurt to try and tell him so I decided to call him
I called his number and it said his number has been disconnected I don't know how I'm going to contact him now maybe Genny so I look at the time only 8 I guess it's not that late so I try to call her she answers
G- hey Lucy is everything ok
I start crying I  didn't want to but I did
G- hey hey lucy what happened
L- he's gone and I'm pregnant
G-WHAT wdym
L- I'll start from the beginning so he broke up with me and decided to leave to San Diego for 1-2 years to work on himself I barely figured out this morning and then to make things messier i just found out I'm pregnant with his baby
G- oh Lucy I'm so sorry he can be such a pain sometimes but he loves you
L- if he loved me he wouldn't have left me or broken up with me
I say crying even harder now
G- oh Luce I really am sorry but I'm always here for you I know you don't like help so I'll be checking in on you
L- ok thank you Genny
G- ofc
And with that she hanged up
I went to my bed to think about all the possible scenarios
Like what if we didn't break up what if he didn't leave I just want him back
I feel like I can't breathe or be myself without him I just miss him so much

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