🜲CRØWNS🜲 (Fem! Shoto Todoroki x Male Reader)

Chapter 26 Pt. 2 "(Y/N) Kinsaki: Origin"

(Y/N) POV

There I was.

All by myself in a cold world I barely even knew.

I did my best not to cry. But I couldn't.

No one I came across even attempted to help me.

After all, who would help a child in a dirty hospital gown, covered in bandages?

A world full to the brim with heroes all around.

And not a single one to help a lost child.

Society often disappoints me.

I hid in an alleyway to hide from everything. But there really was nothing for me anywhere in the city.

No clothes, no food, no care.

I couldn't believe it.

I trusted my father. I looked up to him, as if he was a beacon of hope.

As if he was some "hero".

After all, he was my father. I thought that he was the greatest man to ever exist.

And he wasted my entire childhood.

Back then, I couldn't really understand what to feel at that moment, whether I should hate him or hate myself.

I started feeling as if because I was Quirkless, that I didn't deserve his love, his care.

That I didn't deserve the dreams he gave me

Like I didn't even deserve my own goddamn name.

I spent a lot of time to myself, feeling like I wasn't worthy...

That I was the one to blame for all that he's done to me. That I actually deserved everything I've been put through...

Since I didn't live up to his expectations, I thought I was nothing but scum at that point.

All I did was want to earn validation.

Validation from him.

You know you're a monster once you know you made a child believe that he was the problem after you wasted his childhood through abuse.

Like that bastard Kai Chisaki. He deserved to be put in his place.

All of a sudden, I changed my views.

I didn't believe that I was the problem anymore.

I believed that he was the problem.

The bastard created me, and he just left me rot right after he found out I was useless.

That's not my fault.