November 4th, 2024
You were able to speak the words, "I'm sorry", but we both knew deep down that you did not truly mean it with your heart. A true apology is spoken in more words, with less anger, absence of deflecting, and it brings a positive change.
But you did not change, you only got worse.
I know that part of it may have been my fault. I ignored your disrespect over and over and over again, which you took as permission to keep disrespecting me more and more as time went on. I allowed you to toy with my heart, as if it was something that could be played with.
Not anymore.
The kindest and most empathetic person has a limit to how much disrespect they can tolerate before they become a shell of who they used to be. I would have stayed by your side for the rest of my life, if only you had chosen to give me the love and respect that I truly deserve.
I love you, but thank you for finally letting me go.
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Chaotically Organized Part 1
PoetryWelcome to my chaotic mind, expressed in free verse poetry that just down right sucks, however it is the process of expression and finding myself. From healing, to pain, to falling down again, to hoping to find myself. Part 1: 2020 - December 2024...
