Blue

33

[july 24th, 2015]

dear blue,

it's sad how you seem to be enjoying the company of another girl other than mine. it hurts, you know that? it's also very sad how i chose to stay, to wait for you, when my friends told me not to and that you are not worth my time.

that i would never have a chance with you.

that i never would gain your love.

but you are worth my time, blue. maybe i would have a chance with you if i just stay, wait. hold on. and maybe i will gain your love after all.

miracles happen, don't they?

maybe our love will be a miracle, blue.

why did i say all that?

because i believe. i still have an ounce of hope and faith in me and despite its size, it's what it is and it's what's making me convince myself to stay a little longer in this world. because i believe that an "us" may actually happen.

please don't keep me waiting for too long.