Broken Love

Chapter 19

Hi guys just a quick note. This chapter is gonna be really sad! I suggest playing " Because of You " by Kelly Clarkson while reading listen to it when I tell you to. Just a suggestion. Onto the the chapter :)

Leo's POV
What did I do?! I screwed everything up! Sadie probably hates me! If I try to talk to her she'll freak out. This is all my fault, why would I ignore Sadie just to hang out with Amara! I even cancelled a date that I planned! I'm probably the worst boyfriend in the history of boyfriends!

Maybe I should talk to Amara. No, I have to stay away from her. I'm starting to get feelings for her even though I'm still dating Sadie! I can't blame Amara for this I'm the one who was always with her and always invited her places. If I stay away from her maybe my feelings will go away.

I dailed Amara's number and nervously waited for her to pick up. Once she picked up I completely lost my voice.

" Heyyyyy what's up Leo? " she said happily. " Leo? Are you there? "

" Uh yeah. Amara we need to talk " I said slowly.

" Uhh okay. What happened? "

" I think we should stop hanging out "

" Huh? "

" Yeah....things with Sadie are really complicating and I think we just need some space. "

" Leo just break up with her! She's obviously interested in Edward! "

" Amara don't bud in please, I just think we need some space "

" Fine whatever bye "

" Bye " I said then hung up.

Well she doesn't sound happy. Amara is really clingy which can be a problem. At least that problems out of the way. I don't know what to do about Sadie. Should I break up with her? I still really like her, but what Amara said is probably true. She likes Ed.

I think I should break up with her. I promised her I wouldn't hurt her, but I broke that promise. I put her through so much pain and I don't think I'm good enough to be her boyfriend. I don't know what happened to me these past few weeks. I don't deserve Sadie. I think I should break up and make her life easier.

I was so frusterated a tear rolled down my cheeck. I was crying out of frusteration. I screwed up so badly. I hurt Sadie and I probably ruined all chances of being happy with her. I think I should talk to Percy. I called him and he picked up right away. I explained to him everything.

" So you're gonna break up with her today? " he asked for clearafication.

Sadie's POV
" I think I should break up with him Soph " I said sadly. Sophie put a hand on my shoulder.

" If that's what you think is best for both of you then go for it " she said.

" It just hurts, but what can I really do? Leo probably has no feelings for me so I should just end it "

" Sadie he probably does still like you "

" Maybe but still "

" Okay, call him and tell him to meet you somwhere "

" Okay, thanks " I said wiping away a tear.

Sophie went to get me some water as I called Leo. My hands were shaking and my voice wasn't steady.

" Sadie? " Leo spoke.

" I-I think we need to ta-talk. Can you meet me a-at the p-park in 5 minutes? I asked.

" Sure " Leo said as I hung up. I could hear worry and hurt in his voice.

Sophie returned with a glass of water. I burst out crying and she comforted me.