𝑩𝒆𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒅 𝑻𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 |18+

87) Dream

Dear adu,

It's been more than three days since I saw you to my heart's content, have listened to your sweet voice and been a part of your presence. I am being honest with you when I say it but it has left me feeling nothing but incomplete. That has become my only truth. Without you I am incomplete, just nothing. Every second without you feels like I am drowning in the deep well of darkness. Believe me princess I have never been this scared before. It's like I am dying and you are not on my side.

I know what I did that night was unforgivable. You were innocent Adu, you did nothing wrong. You just wanted to help me but I shouted at you, made you cry and in the end, ended up hurting you. I disrespected you Aadya. I know I once was a man who never respects a woman of a strong personality but you are changing it for me Aadya. I cannot guarantee you that I have fully come out of that part of me but I started acknowledging and respecting strong women just because of you. But to think that I disrespected one of the strongest women in my life puts me into shame.

Still as a man who loves you with everything I am saying this again.

I am sorry Aadya. Please talk to me. I promise I will learn to respect you just the same way I love you.

                                                    Your Sugar
                                                  Mr. Jerkass

~~/~~

My Queen Aadya,

When I saw the other two conveying their feelings through a letter I will not lie I rolled my eyes internally. Yes you can laugh at that.

But it does look too…. I don't know, perhaps it's filmy or overdramatic. However, to reach you I am ready to do all those filmy dramatic things.

I just want to see you Aadya.
I just want to see you.

It's been too hard to live without you near me. Your absence is nothing short of a slow poison. I may look like a man made of steel, hard and emotionless from outside but without my woman by my side I feel nothing short of a cripple. My mind feels paralyzed and I ….

I do not wish to hurt my wife by saying anything inappropriate.

But I miss you Aadya.

It is a big secret that I am going to tell you now. I have not even told this to my mother or to Vikram and Rudra.

I used to cry every night literally like a small baby, missing my father after his death.

Am I a bad son Aadya ? Because I miss you more than I have ever missed him.

This time it's not only my eyes but my heart is crying for you. Goodness, it sounded like a stupid dialogue from a teenage romance book that you read sometimes but that is what I am feeling right now.

Adu, forgive me for leaving you alone that night all by yourself. The world thinks wrong. I am not as strong as they claim me to be. I am weak and a big coward to leave my wife alone and not listen to her.

More than me you are a strong person my love and do you know how proud I am of you.

My dear little queen.

You will be my death but you are also my life.

              Your baby
Mr. Fancy pants

~~/~~

Adu,

I do not have any words to write. What I am left with is guilt. A leash of regret which is making it hard for me to even breathe.