When I walked in

Chapter 18- Halloween Bash Surprise

(A/N: sorry I haven't updated but this is the last chapter of one of my two books and maybe a bonus chapter. Comment if you think there should be a bonus chapter. ENJOY:)  not edited)

 Monica's P.O.V.      

Today is the day I dread most, the Halloween Bash. The day I was suppose to sing in front of everybody, including Louis but since he left there's no need to embarrass myself in front of everybody. I, now, refuse to make a fool of myself any longer than I have. Having too much hope only got my heart broken, that's why I given up on hope, I even given up on myself.

I was at lunch, with my head in between my arms, crossed listening to the song I was suppose to sing, it was my all time favorite song. I wasn't really hungry but I forced myself to eat as much I could hold in my tummy, which wasn't much. I was at a table by myself just like before they came. I hate to admit it but before they came my life was a mess. I stopped hurting and blaming my self for most thing but the only thing I blame on me is that I didn't tell him anything with getting in to an agreement and sounding like I  meant it. Because I did.

Like I said before I don't hurt myself but I do cry a lot, more than ever now. You know it's really ironic how I thought I would never have a heart break because I would never found somebody who loved for me and vice versa but here I am heart broken who I thought loved me but then again I was never sure.

I mumble to myself the lyrics of the song when Daniel came sitting down, smiling next to me. "Guess what? I caught us a last minute place in the Bash" he seemed excited but my face held no expression on it, I guess I owned Daniel this since he's done so much for me but as much as I didn't want to I owned him his chance for love instead of my own. I sighed and made my decision," Great but I'm not dressing as anything"

"What's wrong?" I sighed. Daniel would be the only one to know that something was wrong," You know how I was originally singing for someone," he nodded and waited for me to continue," well he's not here anymore and left for someone else" I say with almost no emotion in my voice. I, all together, stopped with all my emotion from pouring not that I had any left. The only emotion that spilled from me is when I sing.

I got up before he could say anything or even comfort me because I didn't want it, "Look it doesn't matter, I'll see you tonight, yeah?" he nodded and I walked away without another word.

It was around nine, the Bash has already started even though none of us are there yet. I walked downstairs with a blank face, everyone was dressed up in costume: Liam was dressed up as woody from Toy Story, harry was a cat, Niall was a classic vampire, Zayn was a werewolf. I was going to come later but nobody knew that.

"Are you sure that you won't come?" Zayn asked, biting his lip, "Yeah, go have fun" I say with a forced smile and then they left. Daniel and I weren't performing until ten which gave me a hour to get ready. My dress was a beautiful light blue, the sleeves stopped above my elbows, and stopped right above my knees with a golden belt, in the middle was a little bow. My shoes were cream colored wedges with the strap around my ankle, they work perfectly with the dress. My hair with in a braid and my flower crown was on top of my head. I ended my outfit with a necklace that I had engraved one half with me and the other with Louis, wherever he is. I guess you could call this a costume, I could be mother nature or I could just be the real me.

I didn't have my car again, my mum did so I was stuck with my motorcycle. I knew it was kinda dangerous to ride with wedges on but who cares. By the time I got there it was packed with cars everywhere. I wasn't really surprised at all the famous One Direction was here in the building so I don't know who wouldn't come.

When I went in the building I saw couples making out, talking probably with fruit punch in their hands. I had caught the attention of many people in the hallway wolf- whistling and whooing behind me. I just kept my head up and walked straight forward paying no attention to anybody. All the attention felt good but it sort of died down after awhile.