Y/N was discharged from the hospital as we were finally back home with Micah. I had Micah on my chest burping him as I heard him burp. Then soon after a warm sensation followed. "Oh, you got daddy" I admitted recognizing immediately he spit up. I then heard a giggle as I sat Micah up some making sure I held the back of his head then wiped his lips. I finally looked up and seen Y/N walking into the living room. "He got you?" She asked a chuckled. "Yeah" I admitted as I looked over him and his eyes were closed with his mouth slightly open. "Don't be coming around me like that" I warned looking back up at Y/N as she giggled. "What?" She asked confused.
"You look good" I honestly admitted while looking over her. That baby weight was doing her justice. I even noticed she placed her button ring back in.
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Y/N looked down "boy I got on a diaper, my breasts are heavy and my stomach hanging out." And admitted as I chuckled and got up placing Micah in his bouncer.
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"That don't change the fact you still fine, and you look sexy to me" I expressed causing her to smile. She then playfully rolled her eyes and turned on her heels. "Don't get beside yourself you got two months" she reminded. "Babe I'm not thinking about no damn sex after I watched your vagina split open like that" I acknowledged making her giggle. "You traumatized baby?" She asked grabbing her breast pump as I came behind her trying to sneak a kiss on her neck.
"Oh no, you need to move with that spit up on up shirt" she said stepping further up before I could get a kiss. "Girl come here" I said bringing her back to my chest as she laughed.
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I planted a kiss on her cheek as she rubbed my arms that was wrapped around her frame. "Who got me flowers?" She genuinely asked. "Bey got you some and the others are from me" I assured her as I seen her dimples show on the side of her face. "Thank you baby" she thanked as I smiled. "You're welcome I said planting another kiss on her except this time on her shoulder. "You always trying to get my shirt off" I joke hearing Y/N giggle. "Yeah how you think baby boy got here" she agreed making me chuckle. "That was all me"I assured as she laughed and I kept my arms wrapped around her waist.
I rested my chin on her head and stood there."you did so good in that hospital room, you took care of me baby" she started off "thank you" she thanked."that's what I'm supposed to do" I assured her. "Yeah but now I want fiftyleven children" she joked. "Not after I just seen your pussy split open like that" I immediately said causing her to instantly laugh. "I love you" she expressed turning around while smiling from ear to ear. "You love me?" I asked reaching out and grabbing her hands.
"Yeah" she answered continuing to smile. "You sure?" I asked wrapping her arms around my neck. "Nigga I just pushed out your kid" Y/N brought up as I chuckled and leaned down to place my lips on hers. She pecked my lips and pulled her lips from mine. "I'm going to take munchkin upstairs" she informed referring to Micah. "Aight I'll take Bella outside and lock up" I assured her as I took my hands from her waist and she went to go get Micah. I let the dog out to go to the bathroom then let her back in and locked the house up.
I turned out all the lights and started heading upstairs. I walked into the room Y/N and I share to see the bassinet on her side of the bed with Micah peacefully asleep. Y/N on the other hand was looking at something on her phone. "Michael" she started off not looking from her phone. "What's up?" I genuinely asked as she finally handed me her phone and it was nothing but racist comments and threats all over her latest IG post from the "Wakanda forever" carpet.
"Log out all your socials I don't want this fucking with you" I instructed. "What did I do?" She asked confused as I logged out of her Instagram and deleted the app from off of her phone. "Nothing you didn't do anything wrong" I assured. "Get some sleep" I instructed as she nodded. She got up under the covers as I turned out the light and got into the bed next to her. I rubbed her thigh soothingly as I laid there. "I can't sleep" she admitted as I continued to rub her thigh.
"You want to finally talk about what happened at the hospital?" I finally asked as there was a pause and nothing but silence for a moment. "What part?" She asked. "The part where they were introducing you to Micah and you were just staring at the ceiling shaking" I explained. "I didn't hear her, i didn't hear Micah, I didn't hear anybody" she openly admitted as I pulled her closer to my body and I grabbed her hand feeling her interlocking our fingers. "You didn't hear your mother?" I genuinely asked as she shook her head. "You didn't even touch Micah when they laid him on your chest" I added. "Mike I really don't want to feel like a bad mother three days in" she expressed. "You're not and I'm not trying to make you feel that way" I started off.
"I just need to know how you're feeling. The doctor was talking about Postpartum depression and-" I started off as she shook her head.
"I'm good baby" she immediately dismissed. "Symptoms don't start until like two or three weeks anyway" she reminded. "Alright but you got to talk to me." I reminded her as she nodded and I planted a kiss on her cheek. "I'm not going to leave everything up to you if that's what you're afraid of" she said as I scrunched my brows. "He's my son" I started off confused because that's not what I was getting at. I needed to know she was good mentally. "Me and Micah will be straight I need to know if you're good mentally and not in harm of yourself" I brought up.
"Mike I'll be fine, one in seven women get it besides I'm a woman so I have no choice but to deal" she said as I disagreed. "Y/N one in seven women that has actually been diagnosed, most aren't." I reminded. "Well if something's going on I'll let you know" she quickly said with a little agitation in her tone. "Aight Y/N" I said as it went quiet. "I know you're just looking out for me. I'm sorry" she apologized. "You good, I know when you're off and when you yourself" I reminded. "I didn't hear anything and it scared me" she admitted turning around to face me. "I don't know if you heard the doctor but it was you dissociating and in shock" I started off "that's not how I thought you'd be, you know?" I asked as I rubbed her back. "I just want you to be okay and whatever help you need, to get it as soon as we see or you feel anything" I expressed before placing a kiss on her forehead.
