Love Is Strange (Ticcimask)

Prologue

(If you haven't finished the first book then what are you doing here?!)

Toby's POV
I was sitting in my room laying in my bed.
I missed Tim but what he did to me was unforgivable.
I heard music coming from his room and I decided against my better judgement to listen in.
"I lost myself in a bottle of gin and I'm wasted all the time~
(All of the time)
One more shot for all my fuckin' failures might just end my life~
(Just end my life)
And I think if I'm not mistaken I may be breaking down~
I might be losing my cool~
Breaking the rules~
But I truly believe I'll never be cool~
I feel neglected I'm young and reckless now~
I'm so crazy~
But I just maybe~
The type of personality that complements your style~
And I'm just waiting~
For the day you save me~
From myself 'cause I can't help the way I feel for you,
For you~"
A tear streamed down my face.
Poor Tim was falling apart without me.
It had been three months since the "incident" and he still wasn't over me, I wonder if he ever will be...

Tim's POV
I held a picture of me and Toby as I sang to the heavens or the hells, at this point I wasn't sure which.
I was only in a pair of boxers and my 'My Chemical Romance' shirt.
I had been crying and morning for the past three months.
I wonder if he'll ever come back to me...I don't think he will.
What I did was pretty horrible...that's the understatement of the year.
I wonder if he can hear me,
I wonder how he feels,
I wonder if he cares at all.