~ As it really is ~

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Everything is all for pretend or hurt in this world. All my feelings have taken a terrible turn. I am only just learning the ways of life, I am only just a girl. All old relationship bridges tend to go away and burn.

From all troubles you either get stuck or you try to flee. You realize reality and most your friends were a fake. I want to keep happy as others are, be happy like I should. Everything of my crumbling world is what people seem to take.

Within freedom away from pain you want to soar; want to fly. For everything, to everyone, and situations I forgive. You find escapes and things to get high. Away from reality is how I wish to long live.

The truth is oh so painful,
You soon enjoy anything to push close to danger
So many things people would freak about, it's things harmful.
You may even talk and become company of a stranger.

With such pain you learn to not care.
There comes a point when the tears don't come.
Upon blank walls I loose existence and stare.
You had such harsh feelings but now only some, you become numb to things
It's reality, it all is

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Anyone love My Chemical Ronance? I'm listening to Famous Words while writing this poem.

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