Jays pov ~
I open the door and there she stood. "hey Jay, i-" *BANG* I slammed the door in her face, and ran upstairs.
Alyssa's pov ~
I walked away crying after my best friend slammed the door in my face. I finally, after walking over 3 miles to his house, I made it home, ran upstairs into the bathroom, and locked the door. I grabbed one of my blades, then start cutting. 1
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Jays pov~I grab my coat and start running so fast over to Alyssa, I felt so bad for what i did. I mean, i feel like there's something wrong. I feel it.
*30 minutes later*
I bang on her door. No answer. I open the door, and it was unlocked. I walk in and see no one, then it hit me, she probably locked herself on the bathroom and cut, AND ALL BECAUSE OF ME!
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