Harry Styles Imagines 2

116. Illusion (part 2)

Y/N's POV

I was doing my office work while listening to ' where are you now' by Justin Bieber. I love this song so much because it relates my relation with Harry. I was always there for him. Always whenever he need a shoulder to cry I was there. Whenever he felt down I was there. But it wasn't the se with Harry. He never was there for me when I needed him. He never was there when I needed to hold on somebody. He just never was there for me.

Now even after 2 years I still feel the same for him. I know what he did was beyond wrong but I can't help it. My mind always told me to hate him but my heart always won by loving him.

Sometimes u can't get over a person maybe because it's the way they fit in ur heart like nobody else can. Maybe because they sing a song only ur heart knows. Maybe because they are made for u.

I low him so much but all he ever did was to hurt me. Break me. Bruise me. I always used to told everyone that no one can break my heart because it is made up of diamond not glass but Harry did it. Harry styles did broke my heart because God he was having diamond heart too.

Thinking of old times never made failed to make me smile even though I know that all I ever had in that relation was illusion.

Going through my work I heard my somebody rang my doorbell. It was 12 at night who'd at night? I thought to myself. It rang again. So I grabbed my nearest thing that was strong and went downstairs.

"Who's this?" I asked the person on the other side of door.

"I asked who is this?" I asked again but this time a little firmly.

" uh- umm this is Harry" that person said. For a second is felt like my heart stopped beating. My breathing hitched in my throat.

" who Harry?" I said

"Harry. Harry styles." He said and I opened the door quickly desperate to see my love. As soon as I opened the door my eyes met his green orbs red. He was crying. Tears started to build in mine too. For a min we stared in each other's eyes. That one min felt like heaven. But I quickly turned away. Don't wanted to lose myself again.

" I don't know u." I said and was closing the door when he stopped me by opening the door full open and coming inside and then closing it.

" what're u doing?" I asked

" u can't just come inside I will call the  cops" I said again trying to look as strong as possible .

He said he said nothing stood there and broke down on the ground Sobbing in his hands. How he dare to cry when he was the one who kicked me out. But still it broke my heart and I don't know why it happened. I bent down to him and put my hands in his shoulder.

" are you okay?" I asked him. And he shook his head. All I wanted to do was to hug him like I used to do.

" what's wrong?" I asked again. This time he looked up from his hands. His beautiful green eyes seemed like they were full of pain and guilt.

" you." He said coming a little closer to me but I step back and stood up.

" me?" I asked an he also stood in front of me tears running g down his rosy cheeks ending on perfect pink lips.

" yes you. It's you. I'm sorry I'm so so so sorry I should have known. I should have known that it was you. It's been always you. I always searched for love but when I found my love I pushed it away. I'm so cruel baby. But if u give me one chance I swear on my like it won't be an illusion this time." He said coming closer again and this time I didn't move.

He cupped my cheeks in his big hands. His eyes searching for an answer in mine. But without giving a word as an answer I answered him with my lips. I couldn't let him go this time because I knew this time it wasn't gonna be an illusion.

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So here's the part 2 as I promised. I hope you all like it.

Votes and comments are appreciated !

-Riya