Ecstasy from Pain

Prolouge

From day to day, I'm in pain. Yes, too vague.

I wouldn't deny the fact I have used to it but still somehow pains me. Seeing people around me who are genuinely happy simply stings. Oh how I wish I could smile like they do, laugh how they do and live like you do.

I wanted to elaborate it as much. But I'll be aching in the process.

Could I just simply say, I wish I am a simple person and not who I am. My life is sucked up. Every single details of me is running around problems.

How could I divert these into some sort of happiness as someone says, "Pains are disguise of learnings." If...

I don't want to accept who I am.

This is Megan Brix Bartle -