Laying an my bed rubbing my now growing belly I hear Kingston knocking on my door
"Na-na Kai down stairs he say he really want to see you "Kingston said sitting on the corner of my bed
"I don't want to talk to him" I said sitting up so my back was against the head board
"But na-na- I don't care Kingston just tell his ass to leave" I said cutting him off
I could tell by the way Kingston was looking at me like he want to say something so bad but instead he just took a deep breathe before speaking to me again
"Look I'm bout to go do you need anything" he ask me getting off my bed walking to my door getting ready to walk out of my room
I shook my head no but to be honest I did need something and that something was Noah
I sit and my bed all the time crying and asking myself way do he keep leaving me I still can't get over the fact he left me at the hospital without a formal goodbye
Flash back
I had just woke up I sat up looking around to only see a doctor with her back turn to me
"Where am I" I said loud enough for the doctor to turn around
"Relax sweetheart your at the hospital you had pass out then your baby father's brought you here "the doctor said
I looked up at her with a confused face
"What are trying to say is that I'm pregnant" I ask still not believing what she just told me
"Yes it saids here that your one week pregnant " told me reading from the chart she had and her hand
I started to think about it than it all came together I had sex with Noah a week ago an we got into fight then everything went blank
"W-where's Noah" I said the doctor cause I really do need to see him right now
"He left awhile ago he said tell you something bout that he going back home for awhile to let you rest cause he don't want to stress you out" the doctor told me
'When she told me that I know what that meant that he's gone for good and he's never coming back this time' I said to myself
A week later I was still an the hospital cause they say they wanted to keep me longer cause of all the stress I had wasn't good for the baby
"Hey baby" I heard Kai say walking into my room
"Hey" I said reaching my arms out like a baby so he can pick me up
"Still acting like a baby I see" Kai say while he was picking me up he sat me in his lap while running his hands throw my nappy ass hair
"I thought you hated hospitals Kai " I said putting my head and his neck while rubbing his ear
"I do but I needed to see the two most important people an my life" he said
"Who else is here" I ask looking up worry that maybe his mom was an here are something
"Wha-you said they you came here to see your Two important people an life so who else is here" I said sitting up looking at him cause I can tell by the look on his face that he was nervous about something
"I uuh I need to tell you something na-na "he said standing up and walking to the middle of the floor like he bout to preform or some shit
"Ok nigga spit that shit out" I said getting slick irritated
"I-i been lying to you about something that's very important" he said still beating around the bush
"Kai just tell me" I said rolling my eyes
"Ok but I'm need you to let me finish before you say anything" he said holding me tighter like I was going to leave him
"Its about Liza" I nodded my head to let him know to keep going which he did
"Liza its pregnant I mean she was but it was two years ago" I scrunch up my face looking confused
"What I'm trying to say is that me and liza have a two year daughter and we're thinking about getting married"
I didn't say nothing I just tired to get out his hold
"Nana please" Kai said holding me trying get me to stop moving
"I HATE YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU" I said with tears falling
"You don't mean that- yes I do just get the fuck out and be with your soon to be wife" I told him
"I love you Athena but I'm going to leave this room but not your life an with that" he walked out my room
Flask back over
That week I lost the to most important people and my life but act less I still got Kingston
Getting out my bed I walked down the bathroom an the hallway I turn on the the water so I can take me a bath
Turning on my playlist I started to strip out my clothes
Cutting the water off I got an the tube sitting down I just let august alsina words fill my hears
Listen to the song at the top
Ring dong I heard the door bell ring
"Ugh who the fuck could this be" I said getting out the shower
"I'm coming" I said once I open made it down the stairs
Opening the door I didn't know if I wanted to slap the shit out of him or fuck him
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