I'm especially depressed again.
I want to be dead I have to be dead I need to be dead.
Reasons why it would be better if I wasn't here:
My family would have less appointments
They would have to worry about me
They wouldn't have to pay for food etc for me
My sister could have a bigger bedroom which would be better with the wheelchair / frame etc.
I wouldn't be making more waste for the world
I wouldn't be wasting food that the world could have for people who actually need it
My friends never see me, (not that I really have any) and so they wouldn't miss me
I was always the weird one at the back who no one talks to but kinda feel sorry for who no one likes
I'm just a burden
I'm a disabled freak who can barely walk
Trust me, the world would be a better place without me.
And I don't have anyone to talk to right now as Good-Nemisis is staying with relatives fir I don't know how long and has barely any service there and therefore we can't talk and that's really difficult. She's the only one who's kept me alive so far.
Bye my friends.
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Randomnessnessness when I'm board.
RandomSo I will update when I'm board and it will most likely be very random and silly. I would like to thank Ace_Gamer_3 for not being mad at me for kinda using her idea so I am basically going to be giving her one massive shout out in this book. #Random...
