Relapse

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I had a self harm relapse a few days ago and now I can't go without cutting for a day. I am cutting on my stomach (which makes it hurt inside) my right thigh and left arm. All together I have 60 new ones (yes I counted all of them) and there will soon be more. I also cut about a 1mm in which is deeper than usual for me (and it's deep in medically) as it's usually just enough to scratch and bleed a lot, but with this one, it didn't bleed out, was purple and I could pull apart the cut and see the fleshy bit inside.
I also almost killed myself for the second time last night too. I ended up just cutting s LOT though.

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