I was a girl who never liked school I had a boring child hood I never got to do anything ever.one day I walked into my parents room to a guy killing my mom. I'm a teen now and have forgot all about that memory.it still trails behind me sometimes if I think to hard. But all that madders. Is that I have a dad. He doesn't really take care of me at all. I get myself up I clean my cloths I make the food. What else do i need to do. Ever sense I was little I feel like a part of me is missing when it's not. I have friends but they moved and I have 1 annoying brother named Jamie. I practical live by myself with nothing. I'm afraid of walking alone in the dark because it reminds me of getting kidnapped. So I stay away from the darkness.darkness panics me alot.but I love the day. I go to school then dance then home. I have all As and I am a student who never skips a day without telling the teacher. or getting my work I have to do work. Every day at dance I think about how I could have grown up but its hard to think about. I wonder when I get old enough to have kids and a.family for the first time will it turn everything around will I panic still. I don't know it depends on me and on peope.
