Shameless

2

one week later
"Okay now you're the one avoiding me" said Patrick
"I am not"
"Yeah you are why?"
"Why? You wanna know why?"
Patrick nodded
"Because I can't forget that night, Patrick. I lay in bed next to my husband mind you, and I think about the amazing sex I had with you that's all I can think about. Every time I look at you, I just want to take my clothes off and jump into your arms so you can make love to me"
"Then why don't you let me?" he asked smirking coming her way
"P-Patrick don't" she said turning around trying to distract herself
"You know I can't stop thinking about that night either" he said inching closer and closer to her ear then trailed a line of kisses down her neck wrapping his arms around her waist. She gave him access by tilting her head to the side so he can get better accessibility to her neck.
"We can't keep doing this" she said trying to pull away. Her head told her that it wasn't right but her heart told her otherwise.
"Want to go have more mind blowing sex?" he asked
"One last time." she said taking her shirt off followed by her leggings then her bra until she was in her panties.
She guided Patrick into the trailer room and instantly climbed on top of him.

••••

"Pepperoni or Sausage?" asked Patrick
"Pepperoni" she replied
"Alright" he smiled
They ordered the pizza while they waited for it, they made out like horny teenagers.
Once the pizza got there, Patrick opened the door received the pizza paid the pizza man grabbed two beers and went back to bed where Ellen was waiting for him.
"As much as I don't want to, we have to talk about this.Us." he said
"Alright I think we should"
"Ellen I love you. I know I haven't always been aware of that and I thought I loved my wife but you give me a spark and you make me smile" he said
"I never thought you'd feel the same about me so I never told you anything. Then you started dating Chris and married him soon afterwards." he continued
She teared up all those feelings she had for him were mutual she didn't know how she missed these signs he gave her over the years; the flowers on Valentine's Day, bringing her coffee in the mornings, holding her  tightly when she was nervous and upset and even giving her piggy back rides up the stairs when she was too lazy to climb them.
She simply leaned in and kissed him.
"I love you Patrick. I don't ever want to leave your side even if it means keeping us a secret" she said leaning on his shoulder
"We have to keep it lowkey" he said looking into her eyes
"We will. So probably having sex in the trailer isn't a good idea" she smiled he kissed her nose and she wrinkled it
"Why because I make you scream?" he smirked
"Most of the time but from now on we won't have sex at work and you won't send me dirty messages" she laughed
"Alright, Alright" he said putting the pizza box to the side and wrapping his arm around her so they can get some rest.
She hated being a 'home wrecking bitch' as she called herself but her and Patrick seemed right together like two puzzle pieces.

***
The next few weeks passed by the same. She knew Patrick was the one he made her happy like no one else had ever.She made her way to the nearest Starbucks and then went directly to set.
Since she arrived early, she was free to spend an two or three hours at her trailer while waiting for hair and makeup to call her.
Patrick had knocked on the door but since Ellen was in the shower, she didn't hear him.
He heard the water and made his way into the bathroom he saw her beautiful body she was a goddess she always took his breath away. He snuck into the shower with her slowly creeping up grabbing her waist. She was startled at the grab "Patrick you scared the shit out of me" she yelled
"Sorry" he chuckled
"I thought you weren't on set today?"
"Yeah well I decided to come see you and I brought food" he said
"You had me at food" she said leaning in and giving him a peck. They showered got changed and ate afterwards.
"This is the best fried chicken ever" she said munching on her food
"I like seeing you like this" he said
"Like what?" she asked confused
"You know wet hair, big t-shirt no makeup fuzzy socks"
"I love you Paddy" she said
"I love you too sweetheart" he said kissing her. They then went to rest on the bed nothing else because Ellen knew that if they did anything else she definitely wouldn't be able to get to hair and makeup on time.
"I have to be at hair and makeup in 15 minutes"
"Well at least we'll have the weekend together next week" he said sighing
"Oh yeah we have the photo shoot in New York" she said at the thought of having Patrick for a whole weekend no Chris no Jill just them two.

A/N: SORRY I WANTED TO MAKE THIS CHAPTER LONGER BUT I JUST WANTED TO GIVE YOU GUYS SOMETHING TO READ HOPE YOU ENJOYED AND NEXT UPDATE SHOULD BE WEDNESDAY OR THURSDAY!