Part 2 ~Sonadow~

Frustrated

Shadows prov

Sonic is it wrong that I am starting to have feelings for this hedgehog that looks like you? He does me feel happy like you did. I am still bothered that you are not here with me but I am not sure if this is wrong... I still love you. I kinda like him? Then again I still have your heart you still have mine. Honestly I do not feel what was the problem with you're heart. I do not feel what you had felt. I have not fainted like you had.  Why did you really die.. What was the real reason. None of those damn doctors told me clearly what had went wrong. They all had different stories. The nurse said your heart failed, the doctor who operated said you had already died before surgery and the second nurse with us said he did not know what happened.

That day I was so pissed of that they would not give me an answer. So at the time I brushed it off. But now I am back to thinking what happened. I looked down at his photo. Anyways I was thinking of maybe adopting a child with the hedgehog. Of course he does not have to be a parent but I need someone to help me adopt. There is no way I will ask any of you're friends. Because I do not know if that know go had passed away. I am sure tails is wondering about you.  I laid back on my bed when I felt someone behind me. I sat back up. Then looked back to see *Sonic*.

"You're back early.." I said

"Yup! So what I miss? Who is that on the picture." He asked

There is no point in trying to lie. I should him the photo "This is my dead boyfriend. He died 3 years ago. Do not ask how."

"Whoa! He looks like me!? Or I look like him? I don't know but um sorry he died. ". He gave me a hug

I slightly blushed then gently got him to let me go.
"Thank you... Can I talk to you about something a little bit important?"

"Shoot away shads." He smiled

"Well my boyfriend had wanted to adopt a baby. I was happy to hear that. As you know it did not happen.. So I was wondering if you would adopt a child with me?" I stared at his eyes that stared back at me confused.

"What? Why me!? Uh no no no!  I-"

"Do not worry! I just need help adopting is all. You do not have to be a parent. " I explained

"No." He said firmly

"Oh come on. You do not have to look after the little one.."

"No."

"Uh.... It will be fun?"

"Shadow..."

"Yes?"

"No."

"Why not?  " I looked at him angered

"Because I don't like babies or kids. There loud, annoying and cry a lot. I like the piece and quite we have now is so good. If you go adopting one behind my back I'm leaving." He said getting up and leaving the room looking frustrated.

I watched him leave the room. I did not say a word to him. This kind of sucks. I guess I should find someone els that actually likes children... Like sonic did.... I bit my lip choking back the tears. I am not going to cry about this. As much I want too it is not my nature to cry over things aside from him dying. I calmed myself down feeling a bit better.

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Next day

He said I could not adopt a baby but he did not say I couldn't baby sit.~
Gotta love loop holes.

Yes. Right now I am baby sitting a little baby no older then 7 months. She is a little baby fox with white fur, blue eyes. I know that sounds strange for a fox but it is quite cute. Now earlier I was walking around in town. Found this lady(fox) who was all worried that she couldn't take her baby to work. She was I guess standing outside her work place. I walked up to her volunteered to look after her baby. It would be good practice. And I do know the basics of taking care of babies.

Anyways the little one is sitting on my couch. She then looked up at me and began to cry. I think she wants to be carried? I scooped her up in to my arms. "Shhhh Kiki do not cry." I patted her little back gently. She slowly calmed down. My ears flicked when I heard the door opened.

"Shads! I'm ba-.... You didn't...." His face went from happy to what the fuck did you do?!

"Now now before you start throwing a hissy fit she's not mine. I am just baby sitting her while her mother is at work. Oh and her name Kiki." I held her out to him. She stared at him for a bit. She then reached out to him. "Aw I think she likes you.~ " I teased him

He glared at the baby. "No she doesn't. And I don't want to carry you wired liking fox."

"Hey that is not very nice." I cradled her.

"What its true. What kind of fox has white fur and blue eyes?"

"Kiki does. If anything it is very cute and different."

"Right. How long is she staying?" He folded his arms.

"Hmm till 6pm. That is when her mother will come back."

He sighed. "Alright fine..."

"Okay. So what did you do today.." I asked him. He never does tell me why he leaves.

"Oh ali- uh errands! Listen shads I want us to be uh.. Close okay? "

"Close in what way..?" I felt myself blushing. I could feel Kiki playing with my chest fur.

"Whatever way you want?"

"Are you joking... We only kissed that one time."

"Do you want more of that? Maybe we could get to third base~ " he flirted with me

"No. I am not someone you just sleep with one night." I frowned at him

"Of course not! And that's not what I meant. Of course I'll be with you. It won't be a one night stand. I promise."

"W-What are you trying to ask..."

"Ughhhh stop playing stupid. You know what I'm asking."

I huffed at him. "No I do not. Me, you are not going to happen.... Your here till you find a place remember? "
Even though I really do want to be with him. But at the same time it feels wrong.

"But shadow..... I want you."

"GOO!! Baba!!" Kiki shouted loudly.
*sonic* looked down at her.

"I believe she wants my attention." I chuckled at her cuteness.

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