His Lolita (Blake Griffin Fanfic)

34. To Live And Forget

Blake POV

Me , Ford and Loren were on our way home, Ford was sound asleep and Loren was quiet.

"You okay?" I asks as we stopped at a red light

"I'm fine , thanks" she smiles at me and looks out the window

"You're never this quiet"

"Okay?" She wrinkles her eyebrows

"Loren are you okay?"

"No Blake! I'm not okay.. Why did you have to go on and cheat? Why did you leave me! You didn't.. You didn't keep your promise"

"Loren-"

"It was my fault , If I would have given you the attention you wanted , we wouldn't be here right now, I wouldn't be feelings like this.."

"Loren I was the stupid one not you. I left you when I shouldn't have, I made the mistake not you" I say as I park the car in the drive way "I'm sorry Loren , I would do anything to change that, I'm not the same guy I was before" I say turning off the car and facing her "You were the reason why I was always so happy and now that I can't see your beautiful face every morning , it hurts. You know what hurts the most though" I say feeling my eyes start to water "Remembering that day you went away.. Knowing I caused you all that pain, it hurts so much"

"I wish you could have felt what I felt" She says letting her tears fall and getting out the car

I stay in the car and watch her leave

She doesn't deserve a man like me..

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Loren POV , Next Morning

10:00am

"So how was your day with the Griffins?" Eddie asks as we were waiting on our breakfast

"It was...good" I smile

"You're lying" He chuckles "You're not really good at that are you?"

"Not so much" I laugh

"Tell me what happened?" He smirks

"Well we went out for some ice cream and the paparazzi found us so that was a bummer then well I kissed Blake"

"Do you still love him?" Eddie asks with a disappointing look

"I honestly.. "

"Blake Griffin and Loren London were seen last night at a local Baskin Robbins , they weren't alone Blake's adorable son Ford was with them , what a happy looking family" The reporter says on the TV

"You guys do look like a happy family" Eddie chuckles

"We're far from that" I say taking a sip of my water

"Loren I know you're still not ready for a relationship but I just wanted to know if you think.. In the future or anytime soon I may have a chance with you , I re-"

"Yes" I smile at him

"I do? I mean-" He blushes

"You're blushing again" I laugh

"Here's your food, enjoy! & Miss London , your album is amazing" Our waitress smiles

"Thank you" I smile and she walks away

"So your album , is it that good?" Eddie asks grabbing the ketchup

"I don't know.. People love it , my fans actually, My Twitter is always blowing up"

"You're very talented" He smiles before he takes a bite of his burger

"You do know it's breakfast and you're eating a cheeseburger"

"Hey I love cheeseburgers!" He laughs

"I do too, have you tried In N Out before?"

"No , I've never-"

"Oh look it's miss ratchet barbie" Ciara says stopping at our table "And you are?" She asks looking at Eddie

I was about to say something but Eddie beats me to it " I could ask you the same thing and I don't appreciate you insulting her like that, please remove yourself from here" He smiles at her and turns to me

"Oh no , I'm gotta tell miss ghetto barbie something" She smirks at me

"What do you fucking want?" I stand up

"Calm yourself okay!" She smirks "You and Blake will never get back together, you know that right?"

I stay quiet

"Your lovely ex boyfriend and I are having a baby"

What?