I saw this kid... die... he got struck by a car... he smiled at me before running into the street and the BAM! The car hit him. I can tell he wanted to commit suicide. He had that 'look'. I understand his pain. I cried. That's should've been me. That should've been me. He didn't need to die. It reminded me of all the deaths in my life. And there's like 10. I can't hold this pain anymore. I can't but I'll try. RIP Boy. I understand your pain.
