Abusive roomate~~~(Zayn malik) *editing*

chapter 15------i miss you

*3 months later*

It's been 3 months since I didn't see or trply to zayn's texts or calls. I kinda miss him but what he did to me was unaceptable. I am now 6 months pregnant and you could tell I was pregnant. The last time I got a text from zayn was 2 days ago. I got tired so I turned off my cell phone once In a while so that I can focus on me and my baby and stop stressing. Someotimes I want to answer the phone but I always remember the things he did so I just press ignore. I still love him but I don't trust him anymore. He betrayed me.

It's now 9 in the morning and I am laying down in jamie's guest bedroom rubbing my baby bump. Jamie takes me to the doctors for each of my appointments which I was grateful to have her for. Some days we go dress shopping for her wedding and sometimes I feel a little down because zayn isn't here by my side anymore or for the baby. You may say I'm pushing him away but what he did really hurt me and it broke my heart to pieces.

I was playing temple run on my phone until It started buzzing and the caller I'd said : -my love zaynie ! I never really changed it. I just sighed and decided I should atleast talk to him.

" Hello?" I said into the phone.

"Amber? Oh baby I was trying to call you for months. I miss you, I miss us, I miss seeing you with the baby actually our baby. Please come home." He said. It sounded like he was crying.

"Zayn how can I even trust you again knowing that you hurt me you gave me a promise ring and I thought that meant something. I haven't done anything to you I haven't cheated so I don't understand y would u do that. U went and left me there to F*ck with some bimbo. I can't trust you anymore zayn." I said already ceying my eyes out.

"I am so sorry babe. I don't know what's gotten into me. I haven't eatn, sleepen, or came out of this room since you left me. I cry myself to sleep each night thinking about the mess I've done. Calling you non-stop to apologize. Baby I love you with everyything in me and I love our baby just as much and I want to be with you thrh everything and hold your hand through it. Baby can I please come get you ? Could you please forgive me ? I promise I won't do anything I promise I won't leave the house. I promise I would never hit you ever again. Would never betray your trust again. I will try and get you to trust me again as hard as I can. Baby plea-"

"Ok zayn I get it. I hope I can trust you again and when I come home I want you to never think of laying hands on me and be with me."

"Yes please babe I promise!". I wiped my tears and replied.

"Ok I am at jamie's house"

"Ok I will be there in about 3 hours ok?"

"Yeah bye"

" Aye amb?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you" I smiled when he said that.

"I love you too." And then I hung up.

I got up and went to take a shower. Jamie went to work and so did jacob so I was here alone. I decided to call her when I come out of the shower.

After I was done taking my shower I put on some grey sweatpants and a pink loose shirt on and flip flops and put my wet hair into a bun. I sat on my bed and grabbed my phone to call jamie.

*ringing*

"Hey babe what's up?" She said through the phone.

"Hey I'm good and the baby's good, um zayn called...." I tralied . She laughed.

"As for the past 3 months! Wha did you answer?"

"Well I decicded I should because I have been avoiding him for the past three months. Si I answered."

"And what did you say?"

"Well...he apologized to me and started crying which made me cry and he confessed everything and je asked to give him one more chnace. And well I accept it."

"Oh my gosh! Well hopefully he does better because I don't want to come and kick his **ss"

I laughed at how crazy she sounds.

"Well he should be here soon so I will pack up and text you when he arrives."

'Ok love you boo!"

" Love you too boo!." And then I hung up.

I was already downstairs and I heard the doorbell ring. I got so nervous because I haven't seen him in a while. I calmly got up and walked to the door. I opened it to reveal zayn and who looked tired. Red eyes , looked like he haven't shaved in weeks.

"Hi" I said nervously.

"Amb" he said then he smiled and gave me a tight hig.

"Uh....zayn the baby" I said.

He let go almost immediately.

"Oh I'm sorry" he bent down and looked at me. I nod giving him permisson to touch my stomach. He gently rubbed it and started talking to it.

"Daddy will take care of you and mommy and I will never let us seperate ever again because I love the both of you." He said to my stomach. I smiled at how sweet he was being.

He looked back up at me and then at my lips. Something must of gotten into me because I crashed my lips into him and he immediately replied. I moaned into the kiss. I missed this. I missed us. I missed everything and hopefully nothing would get in between us ever again.

A/n: hey guys ! I am sooo sorry for not updating quick enough ! I o busy and I have been to the doctor non stop about my leg and not I'm on cructhes so I will try hard to keep u updated on the story !

-dreaka