Surviving the Hood

I Still Love You!

(Warning:this will get Rated r!)

-Kaka's P.O.V.-

Life in Cali is the same in ATL..Same ole shit just a different state..Truth be told I miss Ray..I try to act happy around Issa but I just can't.I miss Ray so fucking much..Sometimes when Issa gone I lay down and cry myself to sleep..I just miss Ray so much. The love of my life,My ride or die,he the only nigga I know that will ride for a girl like me,one that's always in the streets and ready to fuck something or somebody up,my future husband and baby daddy ,my baby,my boo,my best friend,my boyfriend,my forever..I hate that we ended..Its like I'm not even happy with Issa..I sighed I gotta get out the house..Its too much stress in here.I took a shower and put on some blue skinny legs and a white t-shirt that says "Thug Life" and a pair of blue All-Stars..I slipped my gun in my waistband,a habit of mines.Aint shit changed about me..like I said Same ole shit just a different state..I went downstairs Issa wasn't here.Good he wouldn't question me on where I'm going. I walked out and locked the door to my condo..I had about good eight rooms in there..I walked out to my 2017(remember its 4 years ahead) esclade truck and got in.I drove to Ray's house..Yes I know where he lives..we still business partners sometimes I go over there to do business,but this trip wasn't a business trip this time..I pulled up in his driveway and sighed.He hasn't been the same since his momma died.The only time he came out the house is when he needed to handle business and that's it..My heart was beating so fast.I forced myself out and knocked on the door. Ray came to the door with a pair of basketball shorts only.I looked him up and down.He still had that same body.Why he gotta be so damn fine?I bit my lip.

"Kaka?"

"H-hey Ray..Can we talk?"

"Yea come in"he opened to door wider and I went to the living room

"How you been?"

"I'm okay I guess"he sat next to me..he always had this affect on me when he was near me or close to me my heart would start beating crazy

"Miss your momma?"he nodded"I miss her too.she was like a second momma for me and she did so much to help out my family.."my mood quickly changed from nervous to sad.I really miss his momma.

"So what did you wanna talk about.?"

I looked down and mumbled "Us..."

"What?"

"Me and Ray..let's face I still love you..I'm not happy with Issa..No matter what I'm just not the same without you..Jayla find you and now y'all gotta a somewhat family..Yes I'm jealous!I miss you so much!Issa can't make me happy like you do!Sometimes when Issa ain't there at night I cry myself to sleep.Not cause I miss him, cause I miss you!Not the same when he kiss me or hug me.I tried to get over you by replacing you but it didn't work..I still love you Ray and I miss you..Youre my first love and you know you are..I understand if the feeling ain't mutual..but I just had to let you know"I was crying..I never in my life cried over a nigga..I love Ray so much.I put pay face in my hands and cried.Ray was silent for a while..He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me

"I miss you too and I still love you..Since my momma died..I just ain't been same without you or her.Y'all were the only two that made me happy.."he pulled my face away my hands and made me look at him "I still love you Acacia.I was wrong for letting Jayla get in the way of us.."he wiped my tears.I knew he meant what he said.He looked me in my eyes"I am so sorry"he leaned in and kissed me.It felt like out first kiss and sparks flew.I had butterflies in my stomach..I finally kissed back adding tongue.He unbuckled my pants and laid me back then he slid a finger inside me.I gasped..Im still a virgin.Ray knew it..I told him I wasn't going to give it right then..He lifted up my shirt with his other hand,I helped him and took it off..he kissed my chest leaving visible hickeys.I let out soft moans.He massaged my nipple through my bra before taking it out and sucking on my nipples..He left big hickeys on my breast..Soon he added another finger. he pulled out and smiled he took my gun out my waistband and laid it on the table" Same ole kaka"I smiled shyly.He took off my pants and panties and started to eat my out.I let out a loud moan..He licked with the tip of his tongue teasing me.I moaned louder.He sucked on nibbled on my clit. He finally stopped teasing me and started to eat me out.I moaned his name..I was getting ready to cum..I let out a long loud moan and came.He licked it up and smiled at me. He took off his pants.His friend sprung up..he looked at me