Roller Coaster (English translate)

18. Don't tell em

Felix P.O.V.

Chaz: Hey :)

Felix: Hey :)

Ch: What are you doing?

F:Not much. Just finished studying.

Ch: Okay. You got some free time this Fooo Friday?

F: Yup

Ch: Wanna watch a movie?

F: Kay😉Sure. Your house?😘

Ch: Oki

I put my phone down and I started giggling at the thought of her sweet smile.

But wait?

Have I moved on..? I guess...

But first I must let go of the idea, she was not mine though. She never was and never will. As long as she's happy...

I have to stop...

-Fooo Friday-

As I walked on the street looking for Chaz house, I saw a face at a window at a big yellow house.Must be her.

I went into the yard and she was there. She already opened the door before I even had the chance to knock.

"Hey!" she greeted cheerfully.

"Hi!"I kissed her.

"Shall I turn it on the movie while you fix some snacks?"

"Sure, I'll fix the worst paradise for you." She said and winked.

I made the movie ready and checked what Chaz was doing.

"Don't look! It's a surprise!" she told me.

"All right. Tell me when you're ready."

"Okey, put on a blindfold."

I took my hat as a blindfold.

"Now?"

"Okay, you can come to the kitchen now. Or should I lead you?"

"I think I can do it."

And I did the worst mess in the living room.

"Are you all right?"

"Yes? Wheres the suprise?"

"Then come here. Open your mouth."

I did as she said and then felt the taste of fondue.

"Mmm!!!" I removed the blindfold.

"Haha. I knew you'd loved it. Have lots of Kinder too."

"Could it be better?"

"And popcorn and coke."

The movie started and she wrapped the blanket around me and then herself. She leaned on my shoulder and giggled. 

"Your laugh is the cutest thing." I smiled

"Shut up and eat your Kinder." she forced feed me with kinder. 

"You're so funny." I took another bite of the Kinder I held in my hand.

She nodded and looked in my eyes.

God, they are so beautiful.

"Hey..."

"Yeah?"

I'll do it, be it. And this time it will not go to hell.

I took a deep breath and sighed, then I looked at her.

"So, I don't know how to explain this with words... That...

I think I like you. Like is not the right word. I'm in love with you."

"Say no more."

"I'm all yours. Cause you are really the one I can't take your eyes off."

"Do you know how long I wanted to hear that from you?"

"Since the day you meet me?" I kissed her. 

"But hey. Can we keep it a secret? You know Foooers, even when theres a rumor thats not even true they freak out. We'll save the drama for the llama."

"Your secret is safe with me."

"Good. And now that your mine..."

I hugged her tightly and kissed her on the forehead.

"Mine and no one else?"

"I promise. Why should I choose someone other than you?"

"I Love you." I kissed her forehead again.

When the movie was over Chaz had fallen asleep on my lap.

"Sleepyhead." I stroke her hair.

I carried her up to her room. She slept deeply. Like an princess.

"Nighty." I dressed her.

I looked around her room.

She had so many posters of me and the boys. The typical fangirl ..

Well, an incredible cute fangirl.

I checked the clock and it was probably time for me to go home.

"Sleep tight my angel." I patted her.

I went out and closed her door gently and went down the stairs. When I closed the door to the house her mom came. She greeted me friendly and went in. 

I walked out into the cold winter cold and the wind was blowing lightly.

I checked my twitter. Looks like I'm the nights hot topic.

"Felix, do you already have a girlfriend?"

"Who is she?"

"Best friends? Girlfriend?"

"Your new bae?"

Did they already...?

I went by train, then I was recognized by some Foooers.

"Felix? Could I have a selfie with you please?"

"Sure, anything for you guys."

Foooers always comes first. I took some selfies and gave them hugs.

"Thank you, Felix. I love you!"

I smiled at her comment and hugged her back.

"Hey Felix? Is it true that you have a girlfriend?"

"What are you talking about?"

"You know. Charlotte from The CAIN."

"Oh her. We are just friends." Friends.... Lol

"Okay. But if you are just mates, do you still have feelings for Alina?"

When she mentioned her name felt like somebody stabbed me in the back. Why did they have to mention her name?

"I don't wanna talk about it." train came right behind me and I just ran as fast as I could into the train. I got rid of them.

I'm such a horrible person. Do I still have feelings for Alina? I've moved on. Besides, I can't have feelings for her. She was totally clear what she felt for me. Her heart belongs to someone else.

Olly and Alina are best friends so it can not be him. Only Oscar and Omar left. But which of them can it be?

Why do even bother?

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Such an late update... Phew. 

It's a little bit difficult to translate on my ipad. I find it easier to translate and write this on the computer. I don't own one but I have the oppertunity to borrow one. 

Do still like this story?  Vote so you let me know! I'm gonna try to get back on track. Let's see how thats goes this time..

Happy (late) easter! :D - Ceewie