My Bestfriend's a Jerk

#27

Chapter 27 -Regretting with a Broken Heart

I woke up with a head ache. I didn't hopped off my bed, I enjoyed laying on it instead of walking around. I looked around  

the room, it is not my room. And this frightens me a bit. I sat up, I ran my hand on the back of my head. It still hurts, I hate having a head ache. I rubbed my eyes and stared at the wall for 13 minutes. Yes, Whenever I had a head ache, I just stared something for a few minutes after that, I am alright now! No head ache anymore! I snapped back into reality the time I smelled the room, smells like medicines. I looked around, so hospital like and I looked at the clothes I am wearing- "Hell no! NO! It can't be-" I exclaimed, knowing that I am inside a hospital room. I tried to remember what had happened last night. And there you have it, I passed out because of my asthma. I lose too many tears to a guy that broke my heart. I sighed, I can't help myself to prevent thinking all of the bad memories in my life. Even that I tried to stay positive,memories are still here to remind us how bad and wonderful it is. The door flew open, my mother walked in the room. Her face enlightened as she saw me, She glomps. "My daughter, how are you feeling? I am so worried for you-"

"Mom, I am alright. You don't need to worry for me because I did something wrong." I muttered.

"No, sweetie, It is okay-"

"No, mom. It is my fault. I am an idiot. I shouldn't disobey you in the first thing. I deserve this, I really do." I stuttered, holding back my tear. I don't like crying in front of my parents. For them, seeing me crying will make them worry more for me. And I don't want them to worry for me. My mom cupped my face, raising it higher for her to see my face clearly. "I am not mad, I am worried for you. I wanted you to learn something that's why I didn't allow you. I cared for you and you know that I will do everything for my daughter's safety."

"Completely my fault, I should not have been an idiot.-"

"Just tell me what had happened, sweetie," she said, her eyebrows furrowed curiously at me. I let out an uncontrollably sob before I speak. "I waited for him for hours and he didn't arrive. He let me looked like an idiot waiting for someone who will not be attending our date. I regretted it, mom, I should have listen to you the fitst time. I am sorry, mom."

"It's my fault, to be honest. I shouldn't have listen to Charlie, sweetie. I did not know the reason why you are acting strange in front of him so I did this to you. I am sorry but may I ask now why?" she asked calmly.

I thought for a moment, "Mom, the reason why the Tomlinson's hate him because he and Lottie used to date. One day, Charlie confessed to her that this is only a some kind of bet with his friends. He did not love her so that's why I feel sorry for Lottie and why I am angry at him."

"He is a badass-"

"Well, there are reasons why he'd became a badass, mom." I muttered, I wanted to tell her everything we had discovered about Charlie's past. My mom raised an eyebrow, she waited for me to speak. I opened my mouth but failed to speak.

"What? Is there a problem?" she asked, looking concerned by the tone of her voice and her expression. I shrugged, "There are something bad had happened to Charlie's past so that's why he's acting like this. It is about his family."

My mom face hardened then softened after a few minutes. She understood it completely, as a mother. "Yes, people changed because they are hurt from their past."

"But mom, I had been bullied when I was young, I am hurt and suffering depression that time but why did I not change?" I gestured, feeling a little bit hurt. I remembered my past, the horrible past I escaped. My classmates calling me weird names like 'ugly', 'fat', 'liar' and many more. This thought is still trapped inside my heart. The horrible memory I tried to forget including the time that the two meany boys and Louis. Why am I receiving this kind of memories? Have you imagined crying inside your bedroom not knowing your parents about this? Have you imagined thinking of commiting suicide just because of these problems? This is hard for a little girl like me not like the others. Without the help of myself, letting me think that I should not let them stand on me helped me a lot. This is where I'd became strong and brave enough to face my fears and escaping this horrible dream. I lived normal again the time we moved here in Doncaster and met new friends including Louis.

Louis, my feelings for him is slowly disappearing like a candle lit on. After what he had done to me last night gain a few stitches in my heart where the bad memories are being prisoned. Now, my life is starting to ruin itself, again and I am not letting that happen. These problems only making me stronger than ever. I swear, this is not the Marielle you have known a long time ago. I changed for the better of my life.

My mom cupped my face, looking at me with concern and horror. She knew that I am planning something bad. She knew that I am also a kind of girl who wanted revenge not karma.

"I know what are you planning and I do not like it," My mom whispered, twirling my hair with her finger.

"Mom, people changed because they are hurt and I'm one of them," I muttered.

"Yes, they have changed but you, seek revenge," she said calmly, I nodded as she said it. She is right, I do seek revenge. It's all I wanted right now. "Please, don't seek for it. Just remember that I'm here for you, that just continue your life without him. Don't seek for revenge, your just wasting your precious time on it. Just promise me, okay?"

"I-I'll try, mother," I mumbled.

"It's not for me, It's for your own good," she added, poking my nose.

I laughed a little, "Thanks for everything, mom."

"Everything for my own daughter,"

(( There you go.. Sorry for the slow updates, well, this chapter is in my drafts for a long time. Did anyone of you miss me? Yay.. I haven't been on watppad for a week! Gosh, that's too long!

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