Fix you; Wilkinson

Why am i feeling this way?

Sammy's POV~

It has been 30 minutes since Claire heard the news about Eva.

She has been bawling her eyes out and saying things under her breath. The worse thing about this was that she pushes me away

Claire is sitting on the edge of the sofa staring at the ground as tears streamed down her face

I sighed and walked up to her

"Claire. Talk to me. Please dont push me away. I want to help you" i beg

She slowly shakes her head but her eyes never left the ground

"Claire.....Please..... Just please look at me" i whisper

"I dont want you to see me like this" she mumbles

"I dont care what you look like. To me your perfect." i sat on the floor, opposite from her

"If only i was there for her. She would have been here." she murmurs

"Stop blaming yourself. Look at me and lets talk" i lightly grab her chin with my index finger and thumb and tilt her head so that she would face me

She closed her eyes before they could meet mine

"Open your eyes." i instruct

She quickly shakes her head

"Please" i beg

She slowly opens her eyes.

They were filled with sadness, confusion, loneliness, depression and..

Hatred.

But her hatred wasn't towards anyone, it was towards her. She's hating herself

"If only you saw what i saw" i caress her cheekbone

"Ugliness?"

"No, not really. I see perfection." I gave her a small smile

"I love you Sammy" she engulfs me into a tight hug and doesn't let go

"I love you too Claire. Forever and ever." i hug her back

"Sorry for pushing you away... I was just-" she apologises on my chest

"Shhh.... It's okay now. You don't have to mention it" i say into her soft hair

"I don't think i would be alive if i hadn't met you"

"Don't say that." i furrow my eyebrows

She pulls away and sits on the couch as she wipes her extra tears away

"And i think i would be worthless without you" i mumble

She quickly faces me and stands up

"Your not worthless. You meet the whole world to me and everyone else. Dont say that" she cups my face with her hands

I stare at her and there was butterflies in my stomach and my cheeks got warm

Why am i feeling like this?