reality is a bitch

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Jane POV
Immediately after he left , I went to the bathroom only to be shocked by its beautiful design
It was soo luxurious
It has been days since I actually took a bath so I stood in front of the mirror and started stripping
After I was done I looked towards the mirror and what I saw made me lose my breath
I slowly almost as if in a trance took a step closer and began examining myself
I had a few scars on my hands caused by silver and going to stay permanent
I had a big scar down starting from below my chest to the abdomen
Courtesy of the punishers in dungeons
My back and stomach was covered in bruises
Courtesy of my mate
Fortunately they would heal except for one at the center of my stomach to remind me of what he did forever

I like to think that the worst was my face
My eyes were empty, except for a tiny spark
My cheeks were hollow and pale
Courtesy of the 'no food to prisoners' rule in dungeons

All in all I looked like a deranged ,escaped from hell animalistic human

Now that I think back I cannot help but put most of the blame on my brother and mate for the way I looked right now

For the way I feel right now

And for the way I still loved them

I meant
How could I ?
How could I still love them ??
I wanted to hate them
I really did

But maybe really sometimes you gotta believe that ," no matter what they do , the people once close to your heart will always be close to it "

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