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Dear Diary,

Today my mom got up and walked around the house for the first time in two weeks. She has really been really tired since she's been sick. I am trying to get her up and out so she won't spend her last days sleeping and crying.

You know I don't hate taking care of my mother it's just other family members should help out especially when they so call love you. My mother would hop on a plane in a minute if someone was sick, but they can't do the same. What gets me is some of them live right down the damn street. They will never call and check up on her but they will call and ask for some damn food or see if she has some money. 

I love my mom so much and I hope she lives a lot longer than they are saying. She is very happy that I am helping her. She blames herself for the fact that I am staying home, but if I left no one would be here to take care of her or call for an ambulance if something were to happen. 

I am happy where I am especially if it means spending the last days with my mother. I am trying to make sure that if she is in her last days I am there with her no matter what the sacrifice is. 

Talk soon...

Xoxo
Maxi ❤

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