Everyday your smiling.
I try to smile too.
But somehow I just want to cry,
From the certain things you do.
Please give my heart a break,
I cannot win this fight.
Can't you see I'm watching as she plays the part of who I want to be.
The part of closest person to you.
Too bad I never understood, why I'm awkward all the time.
And how I just understood, that when I look in your eyes,
there are no sparks for you and I.
It's painful but I admit it,
my heart betrayed my love.
Now only if my fake love would stop and leave me be,
halfway drowning in a tub filled up with misery.
Just maybe tears would stop threating to fall and we will just be passing friends.
There's no such thing as I love you.
Don't you dare say it to me.
If you do, then you might as well stab me.
Stupid jealousy, I wish I never knew the word.
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Sep.29,2015
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
For the people like me.
PoesiaThese are words that are somewhat like poems. Most are sad and some are abstract. Other times it's just random questions or descriptions. I'll probably just put my feelings here, if I can call them that. It doesn't matter to me anymore who reads. En...