Entwined Paths

Chapter 55: I didnt need love

I was supposed to forget and move on with my life....but somehow memories flood my mind and make me sink deeper and deeper into the darkness...

Making it become all the more dangerous . Risking my heart.. Risking loosing all my emotions. Everything.

I didn't need love.

Rin trusted me and now what's left? Nothing more but an eternal scar and a conscious that won't let me sleep at night. I think I spend more nights waking up from nightmares than I don't .

It's all my fault .

It's all because of me.

Dad is gone.

Minato-sensei is gone.

Obito is gone.

Rin is gone.....

I'm alone.

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"So today we will be introducing your new teacher Sara-sensei!"

My eyes roamed toward the beautiful young lady standing before me and angelic smile forming on her smooth cheeks.

"It's a pleasure being here, let's all get along!"

I found myself staring at her in complete awe like a moth attracted to light. There was something about her.....

I don't want to know what it is though.......I didn't want to know

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"Ka..kashi?...."

I woke up with sweat dripping down my forehead and my heart pounding inside my chest. I rose my shaking hand and ran my fingers through my hair , letting out a deep sigh.

"1....2...3..4....5........." Slowly I began to count trying to soothing myself. I clenched the white sheets and cursed at myself for being so weak ..

Maybe I should call in sick...no...I have to keep an eye on Sasuke and Hinata
Since Itachi is up to my neck on making sure they are well taken care of.
As I stood up and removed my shirt I looked into my closet picking out my outfit for the day . Since I couldn't sleep I might as well get ready.

My eyes shifted to the side , landing on the picture of Minato sensei, obito, Rin and I.... Everything was so simple then. Why couldn't we just go back? Turn back time and make it let me make me see Rin's smiling face one more time.
Make it let me laugh with Minato sensei again.. And make it let me hear obito' stupid remarks one last time.

Just one more time.

I soon felt a tear fall from my eye. I quickly wiped it away and continued looking through my cloths.

RINNNNNGGGGG

My phone suddenly rang , making me jump . Who would call at 5:15 in the morning ? Pushing the question aside I took my phone and answered it.