Explicitly Explosive

Falling In Love

Kai'ontae & I had a huge fight . He says I havent paid him any attention since Leilani got here . We broke up and honestly I couldnt be more happier . He was cheating on me anyway . And I knew that . But I just couldnt stay away from him . But now I was gonna stay very very far away . I wasnt worried about that boy . I wanted Leilani . But I didnt know if she went that way . I was determined to find out . Javier & Tylisha talk to Leilani on a regulaur basis . So I knew that HAD to know .

Javier - Girllll , you are soo in love . I see it in your eyes .

Me - Shut up .

Tylisha - It's Leilani isnt it ?

Javier - Of course it is .

Me - I dont even know if she likes girls . . But if she does . I gotta wife her up .

Tylisha - She does like girls

Me - What ! ?

Javier - Duhh Nubia . She told us on facebook a couple days ago .

Me - Are you serious ? When were yall gonna tell me ?

Tylisha - I dont know *laughs*

Me - Its not funny . Lisha put me on !

Tylisha - Put yourself on !

Me - . -_____-

Tylisha - Okay , Okay . I'll do it when we go to " Dare To Dream "

Dare To Dream was a program my school had us doing a to get us ready for life , college , jobs , and stuff like that . Leilani sat in front of me and Tylisha , and Javier were to my left and my right . Tylisha passed Leilani a note . Leilani wrote something then gave it back .

Then Tylisha wrote me one . It said

that Leilani said if I wanted to be her girlfriend then I had to ask her myself . I put my head in my hands . I couldnt do that . I mean usually I had no problem talking to girls . But Leilani was different . I was nervous around her . What was I gonna do ?