Elements

My world

Somehow I managed to stay away,for a year

Away from everyone,but you of all people know I wasn't that far

You know I'd have answered if you asked,I'd have been there when you needed me and I had

But yes,I created my own world and fell in love

In love with reading,in love with writing,in love with the silence

But you know why?

Because it's better than seeing everyone changing,seeing everyone starting to try their claws on their own friends

What were you thinking? all of you!

Is this how you act when I'm not there?

Is this what was supposed to be a strong friendship?

To turn away and stab each other?

You all fell apart...wow I was really that far but you.know.I.wanted.you.to.realise.what.you.have (sadly it's "had' now)

I sat and listened to you,listened to how everything is just a lie now

You actually said it's just an act now? really? so what I'm supposed to do? smile and lie?

I just sat there for few minutes,my brain was completely off

I struggled for the words,thanks to them

I couldn't even find the right thing to say

You thought I was angry,but you were wrong

Honey,I was sad... so sad that I'm still in denial

You fall like a Dominos piece one after another

And because of what? the silliest thing ever,not even 9yrs would fight with her friends about

So I created my own world,huh? and you destroyed what was supposed to mean my real world

Don't blame me for having my own world,at least here I can be safe

Here I don't need to act like some freaking perfectionist,and I don't need to lie

To hug and kiss someone but deep I don't like

It's called being a hypocrite and sorry I won't be one

Not for anyone and not for my own world

If I don't fit there anymore,you will have to fit in mine

Someone needs to remind you of the rules,and promise you..I won't give up easily

Even if I had to break this stupid world you've created

You set new rules? darling,I'm back to break those ridiculous rules.