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tenth letter

dear stranger,

it's october 4th today.
a year since calum's disappearance.
it's been a whole damn year since i lost my best friend, and no one knows if he's even still alive or if he's actually dead.
it's a horrible feeling.
this is also my last letter. there's no point in these anymore. i just can't let go of him, my best friend, my brother.
you wouldn't understand, no one will. he meant so much to me, and it breaks my heart into thousands of pieces to think about him.
i miss him so much.
i'll never meet him again.
i'll never feel whole again, he was my other half. and that part of me is gone. and i don't know if i can live without the their half of me.
this is the worst day ever.
the tears are falling already and they've already ruined some of the words.
im sorry for crying, but i just miss my best friend. he never got to know how much i really loved him.

i don't want to give up, but i have to.
and im sorry.
[october 4th, 2015]
luke.

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THE END!!!!!

no just kidding, there's going to be one more chapter, and im excited to write it. hope you liked this :)