Changed man

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"Justin stop it." I giggle as he placed small kisses on my neck, this boy acts like nothing happened like he never was in a coma " I love you so so so much baby." He placed a small kiss on my cheek, " I can't wait until we have our baby together, we're gonna be such a happy family." He rubbed my belly, guilt began to consume me as I remembered my call earlier "Justin, I need to tell you something.." I mumbled " what is it babe?" He asked slightly confused "well.. I kinda thought you wouldn't have made it and I was scared so I-" I was interrupted by pattie walking in "JUSTIN, OH MY GOD YOUR OKAY I WAS SO SCARED." Pattie sobbed " mom.. I'm okay." Justin groaned "Justin how are you acting like nothing happened." Pattie wiped her tears "Because everything is back to normal, I have everything I could ever want again." I smiled.
Expect I kind maybe possible put our child up for adoption and don't know what to do..
"Baby, are you okay you look kinda pale." Justin snapped me out of my thoughts
"Um yeah it's just all the emotions, it's overwhelming." I lied
"Baby, go home get some rest okay it's not good for the baby come by tomorrow." He kissed my cheek
"Yeah y/n I'll take you if you to my house and we can come in the morning." Pattie offered

"Um yeah that would be great thank you." I slightly smiled

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That night I spent my whole night leaving voicemails to child services I had made an awful mistake it was just my fear seeking for me and now I'm beyond scare that now that I have Justin my baby will be torn from my arms.

"Hello, again this is my 20th voice mail and need to speak about my decision about put my baby for adoption I change my mind so please call me back." I sighed.

I was nervous and scared about what my action could cost me.

"Yn honey, I'm heading to the hospital would you like to join." Pattie knocked at the door " um yeah, I'll be right out." I looked at my reflection and I looked horrible, dark bags under my eyes from no sleep and crying  I put my hair up in a pony tail and grabbed my jacket and walked out the door where pattie was waiting. "Oh honey, have you been crying? Did you sleep? You don't look so good." Pattie checked my forehead for a fever " I'm fine I've just been really overwhelmed with events in the past 24 hours." I told. She nodded and we headed to the hospital.

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"Baby, are you sure your okay? You look tired and sad.. What's wrong." Justin asked once again I guess it's very noticeable that something is wrong..

"Justin you just got out of a coma you don't need any stress." I explained

"Anything that involves you and the baby I have to know." He said

"I know but I don't want you to hate me.. I don't wanna fight right now." I trembled

"Baby, baby I will never hate you and why would we fight?" He seem confused

"I did somethings I was scared and I made a bad decision.. " I mumbled

"Yn what did you do?" He said sternly and I was getting nervous since he was now using my name.

"Justin... You don't need anymore stress than you already have."

"Just tell me."

"Your gonna hate me."

"I promise I won't we will work things out."

"Fine .. Okay so I thought that you were maybe not gonna make it and I was so scared I thought I was gonna be a single mom and wouldn't be able to to take care of our kid so I thought the best thing I could do was..put our kid up for.....adoption. So I called and they said they would see me the day of the delivery. I've left voicemails they're close today and I'm scared ." I began to sob

He had a hurt expression, and didn't say anything "do.do you h-hate me." I continued to sob "babe.. No.. But hey,hey shhh everything is going to be okay there was nothing final done okay we will fix this I promise." He kissed my forehead

"God I love you so much." I wiped the tears off my face.

"Baby I love you too." He took my hand in his

"I don't know what I did to deserve you, I was such a dick."

"But now your my dick."


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Ok so I haven't updated in a long time because of school and all and I'm sorry

But I'm thinking of ending this story in a few chapters since I'm ready to start a new book or something

50 comments for next update I know you guys can do it so see you till next time.

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