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Hayden's POV
I looked up at the celing, wondering of ways I could get Troyan to leave. There has to be someway he would leave. I can't have him here. He is going to ruin everything with Travis and I and I do not want that what so ever. He is everything that I look for in a guy. Sweet, conceded but not to conceded, funny, sexy as fuck and loves me for me.
Who wouldn't love that?
I looked over at Travis, his chest going up and down at a slow rate. I smiled deeply. He is such a beautiful masterpiece. He looks so peaceful sleeping there.
Tears started to fall from my eyes. I wiped them immediately.
I sighed and got up, trying my best to not wake up Travis. I tip toed out of the room and shut the door as quiet as possible.
I looked down the hall and seen a light coming from Troyan's room. I gulped and made my way over to his door, tempting to knock or not.
I was about to knock on the door when the door opened, revealing a shirtless Troyan. I looked away and scratched at the back of my head nervously.
"You are so cute when you are nervous," Troyan pointed out.
I looked up at him in anger and turned behind me, making sure no one was watching. I turned back and pushed him in the room as hard as I could and shut the door.
"You need to fucking leave," I demanded. "Pack up your shit and get the hell out." He looked at me and smirked.
"Well, Well. Looks like my little Hayden has grown a pair," He chuckled and looked me up and down from head to toe. "And let me tell you, It's hot as hell." I grunted and rolled my eyes in annoyance.
"Why are you doing this?" I asked, looking directly in the eyes of the devil.
He smiled. A Smile.
He has never smiled.
Not since the day I met him.
He let out a deep sigh before looking down at the ground. He began twitting his thumbs, making me raise an eyebrow.
Is he nervous?
Troyan is never nervous.
"I am in love with you, Hayden." He told me, still looking down at the ground.
I looked at Troyan in complete shock.
"W-what?" I asked, tears filling my eyes.
He looked up at me and gave me a little smile before looking back at the ground.
"I was so, so stupid." He shook his head. "I never meant to hurt you. I... I was just scared... Scared of losing something that I worship and love."
I looked at him silently. Not saying a damn word. I am speechless. Why is he doing this now?
"I understand if you hate me, Hay. To be honest, I hate myself too. I hate myself for doing those things to you when you didn't want to. I hate myself for treating you like a piece of shit when I was afraid to admit that I loved you. I hate myself because you moved on and I haven't. I... I can't lose you. You make me, me." I heard him sniffle, making my heart shatter. He's crying.
He never cries.
Did I really hurt him more then he ever hurt me?
Before I could even think what was happening, my legs began to move. I walked over to Troyan, lifting his face to meet mine.
"I..." I couldn't even think what to say. I do not know what to say. Quite honestly, I don't want to say anything.
"I'm so sorry Hayden." He told me and wrapped his arms around me and hugged my waist. He quietly sobbed on my stomach, drenching my shirt.
"You are my soul mate, Hayden. We are meant to be together." Troyan told me. I couldn't help but to cry also. This is all way to much.
"When I first seen you walking down those stairs, I fell in love with you. The way you was so happy and care free, made me happy. When you was with me, you was not happy at all. But now, now you are so happy with him." Troyan informed and hugged me even tighter.
I couldn't help but slide my fingers through his hair. I used to do this all the time. I smiled and bit my bottom lip nervously.
"Is there even a chance for you to love me like I love you?" He asked and looked up at me with sad eyes. My breath caught in my throat instantly.
Without thinking, I said the most impossible thing ever, "I don't know"
He blushed.
He freaking blushed.
What the hell happened to Troyan?
"You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, Hayden. I am going to change. Change for you so we can be together. I want you, Only you. You make me so happy and loved." He said and looked away. "The only thing I want in the world is to grow old with you. Have a huge family, living in the suburbs so the kids will go to a good school, good friends and of course we would be the perfect parents. The perfect husbands." Troyan laughed.
I smiled deeply. His laugh is so beautiful. It's not like the others. This one is full of love and passion. So much love and passion it had my heart flutter.
"It sounds perfect," I whispered.
He looked up at me and smiled, a little pink forming on his cheeks.
He stood up and bit on his bottom lip nervously.
"You should get back to him. Just know that I am going to change. Change for you, for us so we can be together." He exclaimed.
I nodded. I did the impossible once again and wrapped my arms around him. I hugged Troyan like I never hugged anyone. I felt his lips kiss my hair, making me smile.
I let out a deep breath and turned around walking out of the room and into mine.
I looked over at a peaceful Travis sleeping silently. Tears filled my eyes once again.
What is happening to my life?
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