chapter seventeen.

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-Serenity

While i threw up in the bathroom, i began to cry. Just looking at Brian and seeing through his mischevious ways, i could see all those memories. As bad as I wanted a moment like that to happen like that....I don't need it. Especially with Jacob being there. But, me & jacob aren't that serious...anymore. We never were actually, so it won't hurt him. Maybe, i can land in Brian's arms and he could love me again. "Think! think! think!" I thought to myself. I thought for a min as I looked in my purse. Aha! A knife! "PERFECT!" I shouted victoriously as a smirk grew upon my face. "Now he'll never let me go.....I'll be his FOREVER." I quietly whispered in the small spaced corner bathroom stall.

-Jacob

Okay. So, I thought Serenity was crazy but, compared to Krystin...WOAH. Krystin is pretty hot too. She reminds me of Serenity but Serenity is sweeter, kinder, cuter, nice, silly, fun........ugh. Thinking time over. I gotta go back Krystin up. "Wait! wait! Krystin!" I shouted as Krystin gripped from the release of my arms. This girl is wild. As soon as Brian turned the corner he crashed & fell into the arms of Serenity. But, this time..............Bloody.

-Brian

Krystin is crazy. Like SERIOUSLY, mental. She reminds me of Serenity. But, even crazier. After I called her a 'fat ass' she went ape shit on me, bruh. I had to run cause it was kinda fun to piss her off. As I began to sprint from left to right and I turned the corner. I fell into the arms of Serenity. But, everything went blank and all I could remember was blood flowing from my stomach to Serenity's knife. "Why would she do this?" I thought to myself. I know that I hurt her in the past mentally; but not physically. Serenity was my first love. Yeah, I kind of still like her. Never love cause I don't have time for these hoes. I mean like I know I'm jerk and I probably deserved it.....but not this way. Serenity is very sweet and kind and not to mention, would do ANYTHING for me. But, she deserves better. I care for her too much and my situations are too much for her to handle. I really do wish I could tell her what's coming her way but I have to protect her. I miss her but I don't deserve her. Maybe, just maybe, I do love her. Do I? Mhmm. I guess so. I think I'm dying right now so I should say some last words to her. "I love you, Serenity. You deserve better." I quivered while chocking on blood. She cried and cried as she called for someone else to help stop the blood. She started screaming for help and then locked her eyes focusing on my stab whoon and the words I said. It took her awhile but not very long. "I, I love you too, Brian. I never stopped. You're all I need. Please, Please." she begged and pleaded while tears fell from her pretty brown eyes. "Stay with me, stay. Both ways." Serenity is really a ride or die forreal. After all the pain I caused her these last couple of months and years, she managed to help me and hold me down. If I live, I hope I can save her for what's coming for her. I have to stop her from getting killed from------

-Serenity

Oh. My. God. Did Brian just say he loved me?!!!! I didn't know what to say. Jacob was right there watching every part of it too. I didn't care though. The love of my life was almost dying and the love of my 3 days was just watching. I don't mean to be a heartless bitch but I don't care. I grew thoughtless and let it all out. "I, I love you too, Brian. I never stopped. You're all I need, Please, Please." i admitted while begging.Jacob walked away. I kind of felt bad but, I just met this boy & it was too soon for me to actually feel anything from him.  I know I sound thirsty but it's all outta love. Tears began to fall from my eyes wishing that Brian would answer positively and he meant it. "Stay with me, stay. Both ways." I pleaded. By both ways I meant for him not to die infront of me as he already was & to stay in my heart. This is going well minus him almost dying but I didn't plan it this way. I was planning to cut myself and making him come to the rescue to save me. But, now it's the other way around. I didn't do ths on purpose. I guess it was faith. I looked back at Brian and he was........GONE.

What should happen next??!!! Should Jacob and Serenity be a thing. Should Brian die or live? Should Serenity love Brian again? Should Krystin still beat Brian's ass? Should Janice and Craig be a thing again? Leave comments below! vote too! i'll be updating everyday!

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