Number ~E.G.D~ ~G.B.D~

Part 9

This chapter is great with the song skinny love by Birdy! Listening to it makes it better!

Kristen's P.O.V

(Warning mature content: self harm)

We turn around  the corner and we see Ethan sucking on a girls neck...
My eyes started to tear up,I liked Ethan and when I saw that my heart broke to a million pieces... I run away from everyone and everything. I run to the second floor and go to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror and see an ugly girl.. It's me. All I want is Ethan to care for me,I thought he did.. a couple weeks ago when we kissed I thought I felt something special but I guess not.. Maybe I have to be skinnier for him to love me,Maybe wear less clothes for him to love me! That's it... I grab a blade from my purse.. I slash two cuts across my wrist. Then I decided that I need to be skinnier so I make myself throw up,I hear footsteps in the halls. Then someone screaming my name,I can't make out who is screaming my name. I dry the blood on my wrist and grab my mouth wash that I always have in my purse for emergencies I use it and wipe off all the smeared makeup off of my face. I look down at my phone and see a lot of notifications from Ethan texting me. I thought he didn't care about me,two can play at that game. I thought to myself. I walk out of the bathroom and I see The Twins talking to each other. I go up to Grayson and Wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him,He kissed me back his hands went around my waist. I didn't enjoy the kiss but I wanted to get back at Ethan. I know we're not dating but I have feelings for him and I thought he had feelings for me but I guess not.. I pull back from kissing Grayson and I hug him. Ethan looks at my wrist and gives me a look and I saw concern in his eyes.  The bells ring before he had the chance to say anything. During all my classes he tried to talk to me but I ignored him.

*Skip to lunch*

I ate my lunch I had packed last night. "Grayson I will be right back" I tell him while giving him a kiss on the cheek and I look at Ethan. I walk to the bathroom and I hear someone behind me but I just thought it was an other student. I walk into the bathroom and no one was there...

Ethan's P.O.V

I follow Kristen,I had to talk to her.. Earlier I saw her wrists and they had slash marks on them.. Why would she do this.. Did she see me kissing Brianna? I hope not.. Anyways I followed her and she went inside the bathroom.. But I followed her in. She didn't see me. she went into one of the stalls and I heard sobs then the sound of someone throwing up.. I run to her and I see her over the toilet throwing up. She turned around and looks at me straight in the eyes and started crying. What happened? "Kristen! Why?" I say with tears forming in my eyes "You are the reason!all I wanted was to be skinny,beautiful and you to love me! But no! A girl that wears barely any clothes is what you want! You like girls like Brianna who have no self respect!" She cries. "Why would I ever love a girl who hurts herself,starves herself and a girl who would change herself for a guy?!" I yell at her .. she runs off crying. I didn't mean to be that mean. I am just upset that she made fun of Brianna..

Ohhhh look a long chapter! With a lot of juicy stuff! ~Lou